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I walked into autopsy and heard singing. I watched the girl finish and clapped my hands because she was good. I wondered who she was and so I asked. When I found out that she was an intern and had planned on staying I felt jealousy. I am the one that is supposed to be helping Ducky. He is my mentor and the one that I want to be like. I like the way that he works and cares for the dead.
I remember when I first started working for Ducky and I didn't know what to think of how Ducky worked. I always wondered why Ducky talked to the dead, but then I found out. I started to talk to them too. As time went by I wanted to be just like him. I talked to Ducky and loved to hear his stories. Once I even started him on a story when he seemed to forget what he was going to say. I felt so good when he started and felt very happy at what I did.
I didn't want to be left out and so I bugged Team Gibbs. I wanted to help, but I didn't know if I could handle seeing the girl and Ducky talk. They had a connection that I couldn't even get through. I felt like an outsider whenever I was in the autopsy room. I didn't like that feeling at all.
I hoped that she would be gone soon. I know that it's selfish to wish that someone was gone, but I wanted her gone. I liked the fact that it was just I and Ducky in the autopsy room trying to find out why someone had died and it felt good. I wanted to be the one that Ducky talked to and listened to. I really hope that she leaves soon, so I can go back to working with Ducky again.