Hies! Ok this is a h/l, meaning it's a Harry/Leena romance more or less kies? Soooooooooooo no Bit/LeenaT_T sorries BxL fans! I luv Bit! I really do! I think he's adorable!^^ Like when he was looking for the little part list and took of his clothes to find it in that part shop! Kawaii! I just think Harry's little Leena obsession is more my favor^_^y feel free to flame just now u can't say I didn't warn ya!(shakes finger) This is the prologue from Harry's pov. Its from the second to last episode of the first season, where Harry just threw himself in front of Leena to protect her from the berserk fury's particle cannon(wasn't that the best epi!^^ gave me goosebumby thingies!)  Also nothing against the Bit/Leena fans(it's a really cutie couple^^), but I was just wondering if they had any bxl evidence? I was watching the anime looking for some and couldn't find a single romantic happening.

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Dreaming comes so easily
'Cause it's all that I've known
True love is a fairy tale
I'm damaged, so how would I know

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            How could he? How could anyone? How could he want to harm something as precious as you? I saw my entire life flash before my eyes, and *my* life wasn't even in danger yet! When that, that, *thing* lowered it's neck, I saw little being clutching the action figure from Leon, it was the first time I had ever seen you, I was only eight at the time. My parents were on the usual parade in the limo about the streets, and I saw you. And I see you still. When the monster opened its mouth showing a large particle ball of energy forming, I saw us older. I had committed myself to Zoids knowing it was the only thing to get your attention, the only thing I forced us to have in common. I bought hundreds of them! Desperately coaxing you to me like an adult would a child with candy. Unlike a child it didn't work. You went off with your father and brother as you always did. You never stayed in one place. And as always I was quick to follow. The blast shot through its mouth like a bullet from a rifle, my scream of your name echoed it. My mind's eyes traced back to a particular moment in time. You had, had a, ahem, *crush*, hmph, on another. He was one of the 'bad boys' girls usually for some reason found so appealing. You weren't one to disappoint the statistics. He looked an awful lot like Bit with black hair. Perhaps that's the reason I hate the little home-wrecker so much. He had promised you a date. You had gotten so exited that night that you didn't stamp 'return to sender' on my love letters. I watched as you waited in front of the cheesy restaurant, if you'd even call it that, that you had overly dressed for. You looked stunning. Cheeks flushed from excitement, hair pulled into an elegant topknot, lips glittering of lip-gloss, flowing black dress with the slip exposing your beautiful leg to your perfect thigh.  You waited…… and waited…………….and waited. I watched you smile still ever present even after the hours, even after the restaurant had closed, you still waited for him. For a chance that would never come. You lip quivered still in its smile, you eyes watered with tears still refusing to show anything but the happy shine; but you knew. Didn't you? You knew he would never come and your mind was battling making up excuses for him, wondering while you were still there. At that moment it was like looking at a mirror. He left you here in the dirt, I kiss the dirt you walk on, he trampled over your heart, I pick up the pieces hoping to keep them, he's not here, I am, he won't be here, I'm still here. How can you see anything but faults in these men? When I'm right here? Dr. Tauros is out for the night expecting your 'date' to take you home. Your *non*-existent date. I walk over after god knows how long of just staring at you. I offer you the handkerchief I often carried with me. You look up surprised but happy, thinking I'm the date you're expecting. I know, but make myself believe you're just happy to see me, its so much easier that way. I see the disappointment on your face and offer you my best comfort smile. You glare whipping your face away from me. I sit down next to you simply offering to take you home. You growl something in-audible to me and stomp away shouting you'd prefer to just walk. I stare after you. You don't get far until you realize how long a walk it is. Finally the silent ride home is upon us. I know you don't want to hear my profession of love right now so I quiet my spinning mind and heart. It can wait until later. How clumsy you are! You trip and my Zoid's body is no sooner upon yours. Sebastian and Benjamin desperately scold and try to pull me away. To leave you. Never. My back feels as if its being torn apart.

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I'm scared and I'm alone
I'm ashamed
And I need for you to know

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            Uuunnngghhh oh god my head! Where are you Leena? I want to see you! I want to be near you now! I'M BLIND!! Oh, wait, no, never mind I just have to open my eyes. There! Ack! How can one task hurt so much! My body feels as if its been trampled by Dibison. Where are you? You seem so close on my screen. You're searching for somebody. Me? Oh god if this is how I go I can die a happy man! No, no it's not me. You're looking for the one that saved both of us aren't you? I can't even save you properly how's that for a prince? Leena please, if never again then just this once see me. Come to me I miss you. I stare out the screen watching as you walk further away from my tattered Zoid. No, please. I say your name, wanting to hear it role off my tongue once more. The ring I hold so tightly crushes into my hand warning me I am still alive and capable of feeling pain. The warning grows as blood courses down my palm. I don't care, its nothing compared to this. I reach out to you. Ignoring the searing fire burning through my muscles as they whine for me to knock it off. I reach out to your retreating back. A weak smile forcing its way to my lips as I manage to pose the ring on you left ring finger. I just wanted to see how it would look. Mrs. Leena Champ. My non-existent date. My never-will, never-was wife. I smile as my world begins to go black fading around your image. How rude. I close my eyes serenely realizing something. I'm still at that cheesy restaurant. Waiting for you. I cringe gaining conscious once again. They never shut up do they? Benjamin and Sebastian can't even let me have an angsty ending sheesh! I reassure them I'm awake before toddling off into the darkness all over again.

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I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say
And you can't take back what you've taken away
'Cause I feel you, I feel you near me

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-Normal pov-

            Harry sighed into the respirator the ambulance had to 'graciously' put him on. Incompetents. He could breath perfectly fine! His body and head however where a different matter entirely. He stared at the red flashing ceiling through half-lidded eyes. His entire world appeared in hues of red and black thanks to that annoying siren. Pft, why did they ever invent that anyway? He tried to focus on what they're doing and saying to him. Benjamin and Sebastian are on they're way to the hospital unable to leave their Zoids. Didn't people usually have a friend or family member with them in the ambulance? No, don't think about that. It won't help your situation, he thought. She just couldn't find him, that was it. His hands balled and fisted into the sheets of the stretcher.  She would be here if she could. He clenched his eyes shut tears ending on his eyelashes. She was probably worried about him.  His icy blue eyes snapped open completely broken, the tears glazing them over and slipping past his cheeks. The hell she was! She was probably rooting on Bit in the Tournament! A sob racked his body forcing his eyes shut. She was probably on the edge of her seat. He took a ragged breath his head sagging to the side. She wasn't thinking about him. His hands began to bleed, the one still refusing to release the engagement right spasmed as it was ruthlessly cut into. She didn't love him! He screamed and sobbed all at once, the ambulance team fiercely trying to restrain him injecting tranquilizers into his spasming body. He finally calmed down tears still making small rivers down his cheeks. A lifeless expression on his handsome face as he stared emotionlessly up at the ceiling; his body completely void of movement. She never did………

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I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say
And you can't take back what you've taken away
'Cause I feel you, I feel you near me

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            Harry stared at the tattered and cindered picture he held steadily in his hand. He had managed to tear it off his Zoid cockpit when they dragged him out. He could hear his robot friends angrily arguing about their 'relation' to Harry to let them in. He didn't care. All but his sister had practically dubbed him the insane black sheep of the family. He didn't care. His Zoid was demolished. He didn't care. Leena Tauros didn't love him. …………..God how he cared. He looked away letting the picture of her witty face drop to the marble floor. Everything he ever told himself was a lie. He would find a woman to love him.  A lie. He would marry. A lie. He would become King. Who would let a crazed lovesick Zoid worrier ascend the throne? Another lie. He would fall in love…..The truth. He did fall in love. What magic it was! Calling her forty to fifty times a day, hearing her beautiful voice on the answering machine, she never answered the phone of course. Waiting by the phone and mailbox day through day fantasizing about what she would write or tell him. Dreaming at night of their marriage. Waking up to a pillow in his arms thinking it was her silky body. He had even had a date with her! If only that bastard Lehon hadn't interrupted! But still! It was a date that she had actually agreed to! It *would've* happened! She would have been all his for those couple of hours! She would look and smile at hi-Stop it!! He growled fisting his hands. Dreams! Fantasies! Hope! *False* hope! That's all it was! She would never give him the time of day! She would never smile or look at him the way she did so many others! Every. *Single*.  Thing. He. Had. Ever. Hoped. For. Was. A. LIE!! A damned lie!! He only made himself believe and think up excuses for her attitude towards him. She's just having a bad day. I just surprised her that's all. Its simply infatuation she had for him. His body relaxed miserably. A lie. She didn't love him. That was the only truth.

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Healing comes so painfully
And it chills to the bone
Will anyone get close to me?
I'm damaged, as I'm sure you know

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            How silly he was! The doctors must have overdosed the tranquilizers on him! Of course Leena felt something for him! He watched the T.V. through his unbandaged eyes as Sebastian and Benjamin restrained him from chocking Bit through the T.V. Leena loved him! She had to! He wouldn't simply feel this way for nothing! The fates were with him! Oh how he wanted to be with her on the battlefield! To twirl her around with the excitement and enthusiam everyone felt! And he would. One day. So he was still waiting for her at the cheesy run-down restaurant. And he always would. He was faithful and loyal to her. And she would see that. One day. She would see.

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There's mending for my soul
An ending to this fear
Forgiveness for a man who was stronger
I was just a little girl, but I can't go back

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Hey! So whatchya think? Cioo? Nioo? R&R peoples! Luv, peace, and tanning grease everybody!

Deni