I hate that I still love him. He hurt me. He lied to me. He killed, straight out murdered. But I can't help it. He's the love of my life.
When Brody told me he loved me I tried so hard to love him back, to see him as anything more than a friend. But I just can't. A little voice in the back of my head told me not to let go of Kieran. Not just yet anyway.
I opened my laptop and waited for the log on screen to appear.
I was sitting at a booth in the IV. Business had been doing quite well since Brody and I took over.
"Hey Soph. You wanna drink?" Brody asked walking over to the booth.
"Just some orange juice thanks Brody."
The log on screen appeared and I typed in my password 'MrsMitchel.'
I opened my hotmail to find three new emails. Two were junk so I deleted them straight away and the third one was from someone titled as 'unfound'.
I opened it and read the message.
I hope you don't find it weird me emailing you. I've seen you around and wanted to talk to you.
Brody arrived with my drink and I took a sip before opening a new message and typing my reply.
Who are you? Did you see e round school or something like that? Please give me some information.
For weeks Unfound and I talked. He wouldn't tell me his real name just that he often saw met the IV and yes we have talked.
I opened my msn and waited for him to go online.
"Are you still talking to that cyber dude?" Brody asked.
"Yes. Not that it's any of your business."
I heard a bleep and looked at my computer screen.
"Sophie it's dangerous." Brody complained.
"I'm a big girl Brody. I can handle it. I was married to Kieran."
"Just take care of yourself."
Brody walked off back to the bar.
'I wanna meet with you at some point.'
'You do know I'm married right.'
'Yes, just as friends.'
'Meet me in the IV courtyard in 2 hours. If possible close it off to other customers.'
'Not too sure about the second part I mean you could want to kill me.'
'Trust me. Killing you is far from my agenda.'
'I'll let you go. I need to get ready.'
He logged off and I ran upstairs to get dressed. I settled on my blue shirt with puff sleeves that's covered in birds and stars. I matched it with a pair of blue jeans. I closed the courtyard and waited for unfound to be found.
A tall guy in a black hoodie appeared at the courtyard awhile latter. Figuring it must be the guy I nervously let him in.
"So are you gonna tell me who you are now"
"Can we sit down first" he said with a fake accent.
I chuckled quietly. We sat on the seat and looked at each other. When I looked into his eyes I saw something I automatically recognised.
"Kieran." I choked out.
Kieran took off his hood and leaned forward.
"You know. That was the same thing you wore during our first kiss."
I closed the gap pressing my lips to his in an unruly, passionate kiss.
"I love you."
"I love you too Mrs Mitchel."