Contemplation

A quality being humane, a quality being a human…there is something about humanity.

They are peculiar in their own way… too many kind of them, yet at a glance, they are all the same. Arrogant creatures, which always thinking that they can do anything… even the most impossible ones.

-snickers-

They are just pathetic…

Even that, there are very few of humans, which are very… undetectable. When we thought we already understand them, they've changed so much in such short moments…their ability in adapting themselves is certain situations, their ability in absorbing elements in their lives…and their ability as wearing 'masks'…

Endless, useless musings, yet pretty interesting…

That's why I said they are peculiar creatures…I just never can understand humans.

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Another quiet evening.

…Rather unusual quiet evening, should I say. No orders…yet. The moonlight shone through the small, transparent interface dimly as I sat on my usual chair. Uniting both of my feet and arms, I leaned against the soft fabric that covered the fair material of the furniture.

I hummed lightly before I relaxed my whole body, let alone drifted my eyelids into closure. When I let my thoughts wander in order to find the best act to get rid of the boredom, although faintly, sounds of gunshots were audible… most probably came from the private shooting arena.

Shot gun?

Must be hers…

~bang~

I laughed a little as another sound of gunshot can be heard. One every two seconds… silent after the sixth time. The process restarted after the twentieth seconds. Steady shots. Almost has rhythm…

~bang~

Habit. Humans' habits... When one feels uncertain, one will try to get through that feeling as fast as possible… their habit. Like hers for instance… shooting through her target, sounds of the exploding bullets… rhythm of the gun. Pretty decent way to get rid of boredom but very unlady-like…

~bang~

She has done this rather often just recently. It's pretty amused when I compared her to her younger times, when she was a little, innocent lady… even after that incident, she still somewhat… scared about guns. I guess she has reached her limit when she used the gun to her uncle for the first time…

First killing. First bullet...

And what about now?

-snickers-

I decided to let my own musings take over my mind. Her ancestors… I have served them for quite a long time… and very long time for human's capability… and enough time to forget the reason why I served them…

~bang~

But seems, unfortunately I still can remember it… very clearly. It's quite a pain to remember why I should be under commands of those creatures… and the reason why I served my current master as well… is it different?

Heh.

I'd rather not think about it. Even if I want to, I wouldn't find the answer, though… or would I?

-chuckle-

What an irony…

As for humans who works under their own kind… Walter C Dolnes. The Death God Walter… Once known as HELLSING's special disposal unit, who can slaughter hundreds ghouls at the same time… Well, 'hundreds' term sure is overstatement… but it fits. Considering his ability to overpower some of my kind…  Too bad, now his duty is to serve the same master as mine too… even though I see he doesn't mind that much…

~bang~

My subordinate… Victoria Celes, a stubborn policewoman, even though her stubbornness has been ceased recently… It was her choice that she chose to have a second life. She's quite an opposite of my Master…and quite common for human's type. Her spirited behavior is quite admirable, even though sometimes it'll give negative effects to her work…

I assume my master had known this… so she told me to train her properly. She once said that the 'changing progress' will gave quite a shock to the policewoman, and I assume it was true… She, the policewoman was a human after all…

~bang~

The last bullet was being shot. I adjusted my sitting position lightly.

The fact that frequency of the shooting bullets were slightly off, has risen up my curiosity… As I waited for her next session of 'shooting practice', I stopped my musings.

No sounds. So she has finished her practice…

-smirks-

I rose up from my chair slowly. I suppose she has gone back to her on working room… I laughed a little as I walked through the darkness, leaving the underground space with emptiness.

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-To be continued-

A/N : My first fic in my life and I'm a foreigner -bows-. I just try to reflect some thoughts from Alucard's musings (Mostly his talks with his Master). Hopefully it'll not end up being too cheesy or boring (even OOC). Please R&R J

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