Summary: Ginny dies during the Battle at Hogwarts, Harry is heartbroken and Ron goes crazy over losing two siblings. Starts right after the Battle and Picks up five years later after chapter one. Rated M for domestic abuse. Starts R/Hr, eventual H/Hr.

A/N: going to attempt H/Hr. Hope you all enjoy!

Harry Potter fell to his knees. He finally did it, he finally killed Lord Voldemort after all this time. People around him were cheering, celebrating; they all knew that they would mourn in the morning but for now, they wanted to feel happy. But for now, Harry didn't want to celebrate. He wanted to find her, tell her that he loved her and wanted to spend his life with her. So he gets up and searches the throng of well wishers that keep shaking his hand or hugging him, thanking him. He finds a sea of redheads standing near the back. He runs up to them but notices that some are missing, and they are looking at something sadly. He joins them, Hermione coming to stand next to them as well, and he looks down at the floor. What he sees causes him to fall to his knees once again, Fred and Ginny Weasley are laying side by side. Dead.

"NO! Who did this?" he yells.

No one answers him. The Weasleys are too shocked at his sudden outburst. Harry scoots closer to Ginny and runs his fingers through her hair, "Oh God, Ginny. I'm so sorry, I didn't mean for this to happen to you," he starts to cry and he picks up her body to hold her close and he starts rocking back and forth. His heart is feeling too much anguish to care that he is breaking down in front of all of Hogwarts. He sits there for hours and most people start heading to the dorms to get some sleep, most look at him with pity as they walk by him but he doesn't care. He just lost the love of his life and he can't fix it this time, he was never able to bring back the dead. Once again the one he loved left him. Even the Weasleys leave, everyone is gone except for Hermione who has kept a hand on his shoulder since he fell to his knees so long ago.

"I can't believe she's gone Hermione. It just doesn't seem fair. I've now lost everyone but you and Ron. And I hope I don't ever lose you guys, I don't think I would be able to make it," he says. She kneels down next to him and he finally rests Ginny back on the ground.

"I know Harry and it's not fair. You are such a good person but all this shit keeps happening to you. But I promise you will never lose me, Ron and I may be together now but you will always have me in your life. No matter what. I can't speak for Ron, but please Harry, remember that you have me. Don't shut yourself off from us. I love you Harry, you are my brother. That will never change, now come on you need some rest."

He nodded and let himself be dragged up to their old common room. He, Ron and Hermione did not want to be alone so the three of them fell asleep on the floor, all in contact with each other, all needing that small contact knowing that they were not alone.

A/N: Sorry it's so short but I just wanted to get the story set up. The next chapter should be up by this time next week. It will be 5 years after this point that it starts up. I hope you liked it, please review! It makes me update quicker.