Okay so another sad tiva story I'm sorry I love tiva, and I wouldn't want any of this to actually happen, but these things just seem to work for me. Plus it is POURING outside today so it just kinda came up :) Um no real time setting some time in the future is all I can say. Tonys POV. I hope you enjoy it...

Disclaimer: I don't own NCIS I'm just a hardcore tiva fan that enjoys playing with the characters.


As If You Are The Rain

For some reason it only happens when it rains...thinking about you.

I sit across from that empty desk everyday...but it only happens when it rains.

I'll stand outside, and feel the rain, just letting the wind push me back.

And the tears roll down my face.

I'm frozen in that moment when he told me of your death.

He came outside, and handed me a warm coffee cup.

I clutched it like it was my last connection to the reality in front of me.

Remember when you told me about Tali how all you wanted was revenge...the rain poured down around us.

Remember when I told you I loved you...the rain poured down around us.

Remember when we kissed for the first real time...the rain poured down around us.

Remember when I gave you that ring...the rain poured down around us.

So today I stand in front of your grave..the rain pouring down around us.

Because for some reason it only happens when it rains...as if you are the rain.