a/n: Okay here's what I have for this story so far… I wanted to write more but Leah and Jacob are already going down a different road then I originally thought… hmmm.. Well R&R

I stood before Embry's door ten o'clock on the dot. Taking a deep breathe I ran my hands through my hair, I could do this. I was going to go to the strip club. I was going to have a good time. I was going enjoy looking titties that weren't Leah's. I knocked on the door taking in another deep breathe.

I stared off the woods gathering myself together for tonight. Not that it should be too hard. I had a life before I started obsessing over Leah. Not that I am really obsessing over Leah, it's more of thinking about her more than a normal person. I just wish she would stop being so damn stubborn. I wanted her to pull her head out of her ass just accept what was happening.

"What the fuck are you doing here Black?"

I felt my body stiffen. Every muscle in my body was rigid and tense. I'd been so wrapped up in my thought of her that hadn't even realized the door had opened. I'm going to kill Embry. Actually I'm going to main him then kill him. And that's still letting him off easy. That fucker set this up. He was definitely knows more about this situation then he should. But then again Leah did go out with us all the time. Maybe I'm over thinking this… but judging by the smirk on his face as he came to door behind her maybe I'm not.

"Prompt as ever I see," Embry said moving from the doorway pulling Leah back in. I wanted to punch him in the face for even touching her. A growl escaped before I could stop it. Leah froze her head turned away from me. Shit. I waited for the tongue lashing I was sure to get. Waited for Embry's smartass comment. But the only sound was from the crickets and creatures in the woods.

"Get your hand off me Embry," Leah said shrugging out of his grip moving back into the house.

He held his arms up in the air in surrender backing out of her way. I kept my face calm but inside I was a mess. Her mix signals are driving me crazy. She was driving me crazy. Embry was staring at me. His face a mixture of disbelief and amusement.

"I don't know about you but I'm definitely up to see some titties now," he laughed following Leah in.

"When do we get this damn show on the road?" Leah asked taking out two beers from the fridge and opening them. She handed me one before plopping down on a bar stool.

"We just have to wait on Paul and the rest of the gang," Embry said getting himself a beer giving Leah a pointed look she just shrugged off, "Black do you mind driving?"

"No I don't," I said.

"Good you and Leah can take your car, and I just jump into Paul's ride."

I glanced over to Leah expecting her to protest. She just shrugged taking another drink of her beer. She was being too passive. Hell even Embry was looking at her like she grew another head.

"Stop looking at me like that," She growled at us, "It's either Black's car or being stuck with the rest of those pigs in Paul's car… I chose the lesser of the two evils."

"And she's back," Embry laughed, "I'm going to check on where everyone else is."

Leah had lost some of the fire behind her tone. I knew she wasn't back. She was giving in. I could feel the subtle change in her. She kept avoiding my eyes but her actions were saying something else. I moved to the bar stool next to her. The heat from her flesh warmed me instantly. She leaned back against me. Her back pressed against my chest. I was instantly hard. She shift uncomfortably against me and I grabbed her hips with a hiss. I placed a chaste kiss on her neck and inhaled her scent. I could smell her arousal. And it turned me on even more. I shifted my hand cupping her sex.

"Jake," she moaned.

And then she kissed me. The world around me ceased to exist. The only thing I would think about was the feeling her, the taste of her. I wanted to believe she was finally giving in to me. But I don't think I could take the pain again. My heart has been put through the ringer enough. With her I always feel as if I'm drowning. Like I'm always about to go over the edge of a cliff.

"Don't walk away from me Leah," I begged her between kisses.

"I'm scared Jake," she whispered.

"Me too."

She turned to face me her hands cupped my face as she deepened our kiss. My heart felt like it was skipping beats. My whole body was trembling and I needed nothing more than her. Everything about her was intense. Everything about us was intense.

"I'll just come back," Embry said after clearing his throat.

She tried to jerk away from me but I held on kissing her one more time.

"Are the guys here?" I asked never taking my eyes from hers.

"Yeah their on their way in for a quick drink."

I pulled her closer to me wondering how far she would let me take it. Wondering when she would pull away. Embry was still staring at us with shock. Hell I think I was still in shock. She returned to the bar stool and took a deep breathe. I willed myself to calm down. The last thing I needed was to be spied with a big boner.

"Ready to go see some titties bitches," Quil joked as he walked in.

"You're an idiot," Leah snapped at him getting up going back over to the fridge pulling out two more beers.

Embry was watching her as she handed me one. I knew he wouldn't say anything about what he saw. He was pretty good about being discreet normally. She was glancing at him out the corner of her eyes. I think she may have come to the same conclusion as I did.

"Shots all around," Paul shouted pulling out a body of moonshine.

I watched as he pours everyone a shot. Now I've never really been a fan of moonshine but since alcohol doesn't really affect any of us anymore it doesn't really bother me anymore. I threw mine back quickly wincing slightly by the taste. Leah grabbed the bottle from Paul and starting pouring everyone another one.

"Body shots," she laughed before pouring her shot onto me my neck before licking it off.

… Okay I may have just dreamed that but it sounded hot as hell. She actually just handed me my shot glass with a smile. But a man can dream.

"What's up Black," Paul said patting me on the back, "Didn't expect to see you here."

"Yeah I figure I needed to get out a little."

"Okay ladies," Leah said standing up, "I didn't come out to watch you idiots get drunk… I came out to see some titties."

"Take your shirt off and look in the mirror," Quil suggest wiggling his eyebrows.

"I'm going to ignore that one," Leah rolled her eyes, "Let's go people."

"One more shot for the road," Paul called out.

So three moonshine shots in us, we hit the road. Leah sat back in her seat with a sigh. Out of the corner of my eyes I saw her bite her lip. Yeah I know the feeling. I shifted uncomfortably in my seat. My hard on has barely gone down.

"Jake I…" she started and my heart clamored.

"Please don't," I begged.

"I want you," she said, "but I'm scared."

"I am too… but just give me a chance."

She reached out and took my hand. Her fingers seemed so tiny compared to mine. For the first time she seemed fragile. And I wanted to do nothing more than to draw her closer and comfort her. I held her hand the whole way to the strip club. I wanted to turn around and take her home with me. I wanted us to explore this new found understanding more. But I felt like I would be pushing her. I would pushing me.

"Ready to go in?" I asked kissing her the back of her hand.

She snorted and nodded her head, "Let's go see some titties."

An: Okay I hoped you guys like it but you can always review and let me know