A short oneshot based off of the song Mr. Brightside by The Killers.

Pairings: Two-bit/Pony/Johnny love triangle.

They're cuddling on the couch and Darry isn't home, so they're smoking too,

They make each other happy and that's all the gang wants, and that's why no one really cares that they are together.

But, looking at them now … it makes me sick.

I want Ponyboy. I don't understand why it ended up like this. We only shared one kiss, that's it just one kiss. It was supposed to be meaningless, what with Pony being madly in love with Johnny and me being supposedly straight.

I was just curious, I've kissed so many girls before, but I had never kissed a guy before and I wanted to know what it was like, if it was anything like kissing a broad.

So, after I asked Pony if it was alright, I kissed him.

It was nothing like kissing a broad, it was way better. I felt things I had never felt with any girl I had ever kissed before.

After the kiss though, my innocent curiosity turned into a desire for the young Curtis boy. That kiss meant something to me.

I can't get the kid outta my head and it kills me to see him with Johnny.

That kiss meant nothing to him, he never mentions it or acts any different towards me, and he's still happily together with Johnny, which I can't say I excepted differently. I mean it was supposed to be meaningless to the both of us and he would never leave Johnny for me or anyone for that matter, just looking at the two, you can tell that they're soul-mates.

But, I would be lying if I said I didn't wish differently.

They're making out now, making me dizzy.

Have they forgot that I'm in the room too?

When I see Johnny's hand going down Pony's pants that's just too much for me. I grit my teeth as I cough loudly.

They jump apart quickly, looking over at me with wide, surprised eyes, blushing.

I guess they did forget that they weren't the only ones in the room.

"Get a room! I don't wanna see that!" I spit out bitterly, before I could stop myself.

I didn't mean to be mean, I'm supposed to be the cheerful one no matter what, but sometimes my jealously gets the better of me.

Pony stands up, staring down at the floor.

"Come on, Johnny, let's go to my room."

Johnny silently gets up and follows Pony into his room.

I groan as I grab my head and fall backwards until my back hits the floor. I can just imagine what's going on in there.

Lots of groping, kissing, touching, clothes being taken off, Johnny looking down at the young, beautiful, sweaty, moaning Pony as he pounds into him.

I clutch my eyes shut tightly as if those thoughts gave me severe pain …. and really they did.

It's going to be the death of me.

But, later on when the whole gang is in the room, I'm smiling and being my normal, goofy self, because like I said before I'm supposed to be cheerful no matter what.

I'm coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking a drag
Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his-chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, letting me go

And I just can't look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
'Cause I'm Mr Brightside