OK I KNOW THAT I HAVE BEEN GONE FOR FOREVER BUT RL HAS TAKEN A REAL TOLE ON ME BETWEEN MY HEALTH AND SCHOOL ITS BEEN BAD SO I HOPE THAT YOU ALL CAN FORGIVE ME AND THIS IS PROBABLY NOT GOING TO BE MY BEST GETTING BACK INTO THIS BUT I HOPE YOU CAN STILL ENJOY IT.
I OWN NOTHING EXCEPT SKYLAR AND MY PLOT
MY MISTAKES ARE MY OWN AND HOPEFULLY COMPLETELY FORGIVABLE
I was terrified. I didn't know what I was doing and I didn't know what to do but when I found myself coming to my own senses I found that I was moving towards my car not even thinking about it.
I realized once I got to the car that I had forgot I needed to tell Edward. I couldn't drive in this state at the moment anyway with the way my head was rolling. So I dialed Edward..
"Bella what's wrong?' I didn't know that my voice was betraying me.
"Edward it's Sky the Pre School called they said that they have an ambulance rushing her to the hospital." I was chocked up and I wasn't sure that Edward was able to understand me but he must have been able to because he immediately responded.
"What? Bella where are you?"
"I'm in my car I don't think that I can drive."
"Bella I'm coming okay I'll drive and we'll be there in no time."
True to his word he was at my car in no time and with one look in my direction we were headed towards Forks General Hospital. When we got there he was out of the car just as quickly as I was and we were rushing into the front of the E.R. but when I got up to the front counter I couldn't form the words that I needed to say.
"I'm sorry there is no one here with that name sir."
"Wh…" Before he could finish I spoke up hoping that he wouldn't make a scene if that was the reaction that he had.
"Yes ma'am only family can go back."
"We're her parents." I saw his reaction to that one and it seemed that there was a small spark I his eyes that seemed like pride.
She immediately took us back and too a room on the end fairly by itself and there was a doctor and nurse in the room and she knocked.
"Doctor I have the parents here."
"Just a moment please they shouldn't come in."
That broke me and my knees buckled. If Edward hadn't had caught me I would have hit the floor. He pulled me over a little ways and leaned against the wall holding me to him so that he was supporting me.
"Shh it's going to be okay I promise that we will find out what's wrong and we will get it taken care of we are her parents."
"Edward you don't understand that's my baby in there."
"I don't understand?" But he didn't let me reply but continued on immediately.
"I know that you still hate me that I hurt you and that you don't even really want to think of me being her father but I am and no matter what you want I am. I love her just as much as you do she is just as much a part of me as she is you and you need to see that and accept it as soon as possible because if you don't than your wake up call is here. SHE IS MY DAUGHTER TOO!" he reminded me so much of how he was before left so passionate and so much like Skylar.
I couldn't believe that we were having this conversation in the middle of a hospital with the circumstances but we were and my heart hurt a little hearing that.
"Edward your right she is your daughter and there's so much of you in her." and just at that moment the Doctor came out. Dr Cullen. Edwards father. With a look on his face that probably would have mad me laugh had we not been where we were and for the reason that we were there.
"Dad I'm sorry now not the time or place I wanted this to happen just please tell me what's going on."
"She had an asthma attack and it was pretty bad they found her at the end of recess and immediately called."
"Will she be okay?"
"She should be fine she's asleep rite now and has some oxygen hooked up."
I couldn't help the tiny gasp the escaped me and Edward grabbed my hand and no matter what at this very moment Edward was exactly what I needed.
"You may go in." And he walked away no doubt with his mind reeling.
We walked in hand and hand because I just couldn't let go and there she was. My little girl hooked up to wires and the oxygen tube connected to her nose. I didn't know what to do for her and my heart was constricted and looking at Edward I saw that his was too. No matter what are problems were at this point this was our daughter and she needed us to help her to be strong together for her.
I didn't know what was going to happen next but I knew that it would be hard and heartbreaking and that me and Edward would face ghosts and things we never thought we would but I'm not changing it for the world my little girl needs me.
THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR BEING SUPER PATIENT AND I HOPE THAT YOU ENJOY THIS UPDATE AND THAT YOU UNDERSTAND THAT I THINK ILL FOCUSE A LOT OF MY TIME ON THIS STORY MORE THAN THE OTHERS THANK YOU AND PLEASE, PLEASE REVIEW