Author's Note: I almost always have drabbles for every fandom that I write. Usually, I use prompt tables and add whatever comes to me. But since Glee is all about music, I felt that using the songs from my ipod would be more appropriate. This is an interesting look into the music that I listen to, and there's also good inspiration to be found in music. Reviews are well loved and very appreciated.
I love you. I love you all along. I miss you. Been far away for far too long - Nickelback
I saw her today.
I saw him today.
She was stiff and cold.
It took everything I had not to throw myself into his arms.
I asked about how things were going with Carl.
Carl and I were having a sham of a relationship, but how was I supposed to tell him that?
She replied with so much enthusiasm that I kind of wanted to kill myself. Why couldn't I have been the one to make her that happy?
Carl could never have made me as happy as Will does without even trying.
She couldn't stop grinning as she talked about him.
I couldn't help but smile every time I looked at him.
She's so beautiful and sweet, how can I help but care about her?
He's so handsome and kind, how can I help but care about him?
I feel guilty every time I talk to her. She deserves to be happy, but I don't want her to be happy with him.
I feel guilty every time I talk to him. He deserves to be happy, and I want him to be happy with me.
It kills me to know that it's too late. I messed up whatever chance I might have had.
It kills me to think that I stepped into a relationship when I wasn't over Will. He could be mine right now.
She could be mine right now.
He gave me a quick hug.
I let myself hold her, just for a moment.
I went home and cried.
I left the school and drove around for hours.
I still love him.
I'll always love her.