Edward cheated on me with that bitch Tanya.

It's strange to think the songs we used to sing

The smiles, the flowers, everything is gone

Yesterday I found out about you

Even now just looking at you feels wrong

I remember when we used to sit in his Volvo just singing to the songs on the radio. We had so much in common. Then I had to hear he was cheating on me from his brothers Emmett and Jasper. I'd always liked them, but they knew. They all fucking knew that he was cheating on me. Has been for 5 months. We've been together 2 years. I feel so pathetic.

You say that you'd take it all back, given one chance

It was a moment of weakness and you said yes

So here I am, sitting in my truck listening to Taylor Swift. When I first found out I confronted him. Well after my crying fit. Told him I knew. He said she came onto him and it was a moment of weakness, and that it won't happen again.

You should've said no, you should've gone home

You should've thought twice 'fore you let it all go

You should've known that word

'Bout what you did with her'd get back to me

I liked this song. It was true. He should have known better to cheat when he had 4 siblings that supposedly loved me like their own sister. Yet they waited 5 months to tell me. I told them I needed time to think and to not contact me until I tell them too. They looked hurt, it was probably all an act anyway.

And I should've been there in the back of your mind

I shouldn't be asking myself why

You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet

You should've said no, baby and you might still have me

I would still be with him if he said no. But he didn't. When I had confronted him he dropped to his knees and hugged my waist. It killed me but I couldn't be with him after what he did. I just couldn't.

You can see that I've been crying

And baby you know all the right things to say

But do you honestly expect me to believe

We could ever be the same

The first thing he did when he saw me was wipe my tears away and ask me what was wrong. I almost thought he cared. I could practically feel my heart breaking, making a whole in my chest. He asked me why we couldn't go back to the way we was before. It's like Taylor was there.

You say that the past is the past, you need one chance

It was a moment of weakness and you said yes

My tears came faster as that is exactly what he said to me. Still on his knees he pleaded.

You should've said no, you should've gone home

You should've thought twice 'fore you let it all go

You should've known that word

'Bout what you did with her'd get back to me

This time I sung with the lyrics with Taylor, my voice slightly croaky from the crying and shouting I did. I knew his siblings were watching us. They were watching from the first floor window. Jasper was my favorite, he could always tell what you were feeling, so it hurt the most with him. I wasn't close with Rosalie, or Alice for that matter, they thought I was trying to worm my way through the Cullen family, like everyone else has tried to do.

And I should've been there in the back of your mind

I shouldn't be asking myself why

You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet

You should've said no, baby and you might still have me

My voice was stronger now, really meaning it and listening to the words. My heart ached.

I can't resist before you go tell me this

Was it worth it? Was she worth this?

No, no, no, no, no, no

I stopped singing, I didn't know these words. When I had turned away to leave I had to ask. His face made me cry, he looked like he wanted to say no and way trying to find a way to say it. He nodded his head while saying 'no'. I thought he could never lie to me. I ran out after that.

You should've said no, you should've gone home

You should've thought twice 'fore you let it all go

You shouldn've known that word

'Bout what you did with her'd get back to me

And I should've been there in the back of your mind

I shouldn't be asking myself why

You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet

You should've said no, baby and you might still have me

I poured my heart into the last verses, not realizing that the Cullens, minus Esme, Carlisle and Edward, were outside my truck listening to me sing. It wasn't until Emmett knocked on the window did I notice them.

"What?" I had asked them. My voice cold as ice and flat as steel. Alice smiled softly and sadly at me.

"Bella please speak to us"

"He should've said no" was what I told them before I drove off.