Hello, today is thanksgiving so happy turkey day XD

Disclaimer: I DO NOT own Durarara! or its characters.

This chapter contains Rape, Sexual themes, and sadism.

Sorry but this chapter may be a little OOC, but i just woke up so forgive me .

Shizuo's new creepy smile made Izaya feel that maybe he was going to get acquainted with a darker Shizuo Heiwajima.

Izaya smiled thinking, My life already IS a living hell, how could it get worse he had nothing to say aloud but felt he should say something."Shizu-Chan?" he looked up and straight into the said man's eyes. Shizuo stared hard at Izaya and then toppled over. Izaya raced over and caught Shizuo and sat him on the couch where he previously was."Hey are you ok?" Izaya tried to comfort the man.

"W-what...?" Shizuo opened his mouth at Izaya got a whiff of his breath, which had the strong scent of alcohol. Izaya instantly knew what was wrong Shizuo was drunk and very unaware of what was going to happen next. The ex-bartender licked his lips and stared Izaya in his soul-piercing red eyes. His pink tongue ran over Izaya's cheek and into his mouth.

"mmm...Shizu-Chan?" Izaya felt his cheeks get hot as his tongue was sucked and pulled into the drunk man's pulled Izaya onto the couch and quickly laid on top of him. The was a small vibration from Izaya's thigh, it was his phone. Shinra was calling. The drunk man grabbed it and tossed the phone into a candy bowl on the coffee table. Shizuo roughly kissed Izaya until they couldn't breathe. "S-Shi..zu-cha~n" Izaya had turned to jello, he lost all fight he had in him.

Shizuo's leg pushed against Izaya's painfully hard erection. the information broker Moaned sexily as the drunk man's leg prodded his erection harder and still had his switchblade in his hand which Shizuo took, and sliced open Izaya's shirt. he took the blade and sliced one of Izaya's nipples and then sucked on it.

"Ahhhhh...Shizuo...it hu-rtsss..." Izaya couldn't control his moans of passion. Shizuo kept sucking his nipple while at the same time fingering the other one, and still prodding Izaya's erection. Izaya's breath came out in short pants as all of his passionate spots were simulated all at once. it felt so good that he almost forgot his rival was playing with him. just then Izaya felt a small burning rising in his abdomen."Noo...Im going to ..." he couldn't bring himself to say he was going to cum knowing it had been Shizuo who would make him do so.

He felt like crying but he knew he couldn't let Shizuo see him do it. He could hold back no longer and ,his erection shot out his sticky white fluid all over the inside of his pants. his eyes where wide realizing he had let himself cum from his rival. Shizuo stared at Izaya's bulge and took the switch blade and began to slice open Izaya's pants. the information broker grabbed Shizuo's hand and pulled it away "No Shizuo, you've gone far enough please don't." Izaya could feel hot tears roll down his face. nothing is scarier then being raped by the person you are secretly in love with.

The drunk man ignored him and sliced Izaya's wrist to make him let go. Izaya quickly began licking his wrist as his dark-red blood spilled over his face. Shizuo once again began slicing his pants. they finally ripped to the point he could see Izaya's dick, he began licking the creamy fluid off the Information broker's dick. Izaya's dick began to stick up again and Shizuo stuffed the whole thing into his mouth. His mouth went up and down on Izaya's dick and Izaya gabbed Shizuo's head and tried to make him stop but, he lost all energy he had.

"Shizuo...stop," He could feel the fire rising in his abdomen again "Shizuo...please I-I can't" he then felt a tightness on his dick. Izaya looked down and saw Shizuo tied a bow on his dick. "S-Shizuo?" Izaya finally stopped crying as Shizuo carried him to the bed. the drunk man dropped the pale one down and tied him to the bed. Shizuo pulled what was left of Izaya's pants legs off and pulled Izaya's legs apart. "Noo Shizuo!" Izaya tried to kick him but Shizuo stopped him by carving his name into Izaya's stomach. "AHHHHH..." Izaya cried hard he was in sharp pain.

Izaya was scared to open his eyes at a strange clanging sound he had heard. Shizuo was undoing his pants buckle. Izaya knew what was next. "Please Shizuo don't..." Izaya knew nothing he said could stop Shizuo but he still tried. Suddenly he felt like his ass was being torn open. he could feel blood running out of his ass. Izaya began to laugh for an unknown reason as his ass was fucked inside out. Laughing mixed with crying, Izaya was a big mess. he could feel his ass getting so full from the massive man's enormous dick."Shizuo ...It doesn't fit..." By this point Izaya had lost all senses and pleasure was making him speak nonsense "Fuck! Fuck me harder " Izaya yelled out in pleasure.

Shizuo Shot all of his cum inside Izaya's asshole. he panted for a bit and then unchained Izaya. "Shizuo?" Izaya didn't understand. Shizuo pushed him into doggy-Style and began to full his ass again. Izaya cried out "Shizuo let me..." He still couldn't say he needed to cum. "You need to what?" Shizuo teased him trying to make him say it. Izaya lost all respect for him self an said "Please Shizuo...let me...let me cum" He got happier finally saying it. then he felt himself getting even fuller as Shizuo came inside him again. Shizuo loved changing positions, and now pushed Izaya completely on his bloody stomach. he then did Jockey position. Cum began spilling out of Izaya's ass with every thrust. Izaya still couldn't cum.

After going through the Spooning position and the prison guard positions Shizuo finally let Izaya cum. He pounded him and they both came together. by the end of their sex session Izaya was soaked from head to toe,in Shizuo and his own cum. "i can feel your...sperm filling me.." Izaya felt broken like part of him had died.

When he woke up he noticed it was very dark.

He was alone and his body was so abused he couldn't move. "Shizu-Chan?" Izaya called the nickname of his abuser. Shizuo entered and sat down next to him. "What is it, you?"

"i don't want to...to be alone."

"come on lets get you a bath."

Shizuo grabbed Izaya and walked him to the bathroom. the said man undressed himself and then ran the shower. He poured soap onto himself and rubbed his body against Izaya's to clean him. Izaya was getting turned on again. "how long was i out?" Izaya didn't want a direct answer but he figured he'd get one.."almost four days." Shizuo knew Izaya would be mad but he didn't care. "umm, you have to hold your ass open"

"WHAT! no way you pervert." Izaya's face turned bright red and he turned away.

"Fine, my sperm can just stay inside of you then!"

"NO i don't want your creepy sperm in me, fine just hurry!" Izaya opened his ass and felt two fingers enter it. he began to enjoy it as Shizuo's fingers rubbed in all the right places."getting horny huh?" Shizuo began to grab Izaya's dick and masturbate it while cleaning his ass. Izaya's voice made sexy moans until he cam in Shizuo's hand. after they got out and Shizuo found Izaya some clothes, he told Izaya he could sleep in his room and he'll take the couch. all Izaya did was slam the door and go to ex-bartender didnt get to tell Izaya how he felt, and he felt as if he was going to lose him.

Shizuo actually Cried that night.

Full Lyrics to Its not a Fashion Statement,Its a Fucking Deathwish by My Chemical Romance

For what you did to me,
and what I'll do to you,
you get, what everyone else gets,
you get a lifetime

Let's go!

Do you remember that day when we met
you told me this gets harder
well it did
been holding on forever,
promise me that when I'm gone you'll kill my enemies,
the damage you've inflicted, temporary wounds
I'm coming back from the dead and I'll take you home with me
I'm taking back the life you stole

We never got that far,
this helps me to think all through the night
bright lights that won't kill me now, or tell me how
just you and I, your starless eyes remain.

Hip Hip Hooray for me, you talk to me, but would you kill me in my sleep
lay still like the dead
from the razor to the rosary
we could lose ourselves
and paint these walls in pitchfork red

I will avenge my ghost with every breath I take
I'm coming back from the dead and I'll take you home with me
I'm taking back the life you stole

This hole you put me in
wasn't deep enough
and I'm climbing out right now
you're running out of places to hide from me
when you go
just know that I will remember you
if living was the hardest part
we'll then one day be together
and in the end we'll fall apart
just like the leaves change in colors
and then I will be with you
I will be there one last time now

when you go
just know that I will remember you

I lost my fear of falling
I will be with you
I will be with you

Hope you enjoyed now i must go watch anime cuz my mom keeps telling me to XD