Set (technically) in the Land of Departure.
A new experiment.
Inspired by Roxas' Diary in 358/2 Days.
Which I am still not finished playing.
DISCLAIMER [I do not own Kingdom Hearts] DISCLAIMER
Letters Volume I
LETTERS TO AQUA
~Letter from Aqua and Letters for Aqua / Parallel~
Master Eraqus told me to keep a journal.
I think it's because I got carried away today, training.
I really hurt Aqua this time with a badly aimed Strike Raid. It was her fault, really.
SHE MESSED UP MY AIM, SMILING AT ME LIKE THAT!
He said writing at the end of the day would help.
I don't know. What am I supposed to write?
She feels better today, even the bruises are gone.
Sorry about the other day.
I forgot to write yesterday.
Aqua wanted to go stargazing.
I noticed you've mastered Time Splicer.
I wanted to ask you if you would teach me.
It's cool that you can teleport, and be all around me at once.
RIGHT, NO. NO!
Why'd you have to go and teach Ven?
THANKS A LOT!
When will you stop training with Ven?
Maybe we could train together for a change.
"He needs me, Terra."
That's what you said. Do you know how stupid that is?
Ven doesn't even want you around, don't you get it?
YOU'RE SO DENSE!
And when I walk off, I don't want you to follow me, okay?
Don't go, "Terra, please, wait…"
I JUST WANT YOU TO SHUT UP AND LEAVE ME ALONE!
Is she mad at me?
She thinks I've been ignoring her.
As if I could.
Thanks for helping me with Firaga today.
You know you were so pretty in the firelight.
SHUT UP, AQUA!
You think you know everything!
I saw you smiling at me over breakfast today.
But then you looked away when I noticed.
I wish you wouldn't try to hide it.
I HATE YOU!
You won already, wasn't that enough?
Did you have to kneel over me and say sorry?
As if it wasn't embarrassing enough that I lost to you, you had to heal me, too?
SO, WHAT, HUH?
I'M WEAK? HELPLESS?
I hate you, Aqua.
You know, I didn't mean it.
I don't hate you. I just…
OH, GREAT, GO KNOCK ON MY DOOR, WHY DON'T YOU?
"You shouldn't feel so bad about losing, Terra. You did great, really."
YOU THINK THAT MAKES ME FEEL BETTER?
And don't look at me with that face, as if you feel sorry for me!
I HATE YOU!
I hate you and your stupid sympathy!
You know, I really didn't mean it.
I shouldn't have slammed the door in your face, without even saying anything.
But if I didn't, I would've said some really awful things.
Ven asked me if Aqua and I were fighting.
I said no.
But I don't know.
Aqua said sorry today.
I don't know why; I was the one who slammed the door in her face.
I read what I wrote the past month.
I don't know what to say. I know I should say sorry, at least.
Today I told Aqua I was sorry, too.
She hugged me. If I'd known she would, I would've apologized earlier.
There's something I've been meaning to tell you.
I am angry when you beat me because I need to be stronger than you.
I need you to stop acting so tough. I can be strong enough for both of us.
I spend all my time with Ven because if I don't, you would spend all your time with him.
I am annoyed because sometimes you are such a girl, and I wish it wouldn't just be sometimes.
I stay away from you because it gets harder each day to stop my hand from reaching for yours.
I am quiet, because I like hearing the sound of your voice.
I hate you because when you smile at me, I forget who I am.
I forget everything, and suddenly you're all that matters.
Master Eraqus asked me if I have been keeping track of my progress in a journal, like he asked me to.
He meant training?
Lesson: Brutal Blast
"Knock enemies into the air, then smack them into next year with a powerful spinning attack."
Remarks: I need to improve on the spinning attack at the end.
I noticed you used a new perfume today.
You smelled like wildflowers.