Chapter 1



Its been two long years since I left Forks to escape his memory. Two years since I've seen or heard from any of them or had to have them feel pity for him leaving me for her. I made the right decision in moving here i'm loving every minute of it.

I glance at my surroundings. I see my co-workers around me preparing for the show and sigh to myself. This is not how I pictured my life going. By now I had hoped he would have changed me and we would be married and happy living with the family, but no. He had to go off to the Denali coven and mate with Tanya. It broke my heart when Jasper told me and I know he could feel how heartbroken I felt. I finally had to convince Charlie to let me leave and go out on my own. I hated leaving him but it was for the best. When I talked to him last he was spending an awful lot of time with Sue Clearwater. I guess its good that he has someone to take care of him.

"Bella, are you gonna get ready any time soon?" I looked up at the speaker and realized I had been day dreaming. "Yeah, sorry I was just thinking." I hurriedly got into my showgirl outfit and laughed at myself. Two years ago I wouldn't have been caught dead in this much glitter. Alice would have a fit (that is if she hadn't already seen me.) I still thought about them all daily, all of them except him.


I had been coming to her show every night for the last two weeks. I still couldn't figure out why she was doing this. It's not like she was the most graceful person in the world but damn every time I saw her I instantly got a hard on. I heard the beginning of her entrance song I silently laughed to myself. This was getting harder everyday. I could still feel her emotions of abandonment by my "brother" and in turn the rest of the family. It killed me what we did to her. She accepted us for who we were not what we are. She was the most selfless person I knew. I realized after she left that I was in love with her, but by the time I went to tell her Charlie told me that she had moved away. He refused to tell me where she was but I have my ways of finding out.


As soon as I got back in the car after talking to Charlie, I called Alice. "Ali I need to know where she is. I have to go tell her we didn't deserve her." "Jazz, I cant see her anymore you are gonna have to do this on your own. I know one day soon you will get your answers." "Thanks Ali. Love you Bye!" I hung up before she could say anything else. I knew she was lying, she was just pissed cause I chose Bella, a human, over the all seeing Alice. She would never let me live this down.

I watch silently as Bella dances on stage and I can't help but to think of all the things I want to do to her. I just have to let her know I'm here and that is going to be the tricky part.