So I was watching Kuroshitsuji II the other day and I witnessed Alois' death at the hands of a friggin bastard named Claude, and it really marked me. That night, this MONSTROSITY popped up in my head and I couldn't help but submit it. Hopefully, you'll enjoy this short poem on Alois' POV as he dies in Claude's arms.
It hurt, it hurt, and it still does.
No matter how much everything around me changes.
Sometimes it goes back to the way it was.
And the rusty door to my sanity creaks on its hinges.
You gave me wings,
You helped me fly,
You broke the strings
And helped me lie
To myself and to the world
I've been reborn in
You blew away the despair in which I was curled
And gave me everything I needed to win.
And yet I stare up into your eyes
As the life slowly drains from mine
And vaguely, just vaguely, I wonder why
You even bothered to make my life shine.
Your presence was what kept me sane and pure
And now I know it was just a lure.
Because I am worth less in your eyes
Than the one who'd give everything to see your demise.
You were everything to me, everything I'd wanted.
You were my hope, my life, my destiny, my heart,
You were my drug, you were everything I needed
But somehow, we yet again wound up apart.
I hate him for being your center of attention
I hate him for having true control.
You were mine, my soul's very extension
And yet everything just slipped out of my hold.
I let everything show, all the pain
From which you'd once saved me and shielded me from.
I loved you once, and I'll love you again,
No matter what backstabber you have become.
I know you want him more than you want me.
He has everything I've never had.
He's the rich kid who's never been sad
And I'm the filthy whore thrown out on the street.
And yet, for a moment, I'd been glad
That your heart was mine and mine only.
Cause I knew I had everything he'd never had
And only now, I realize the assumption was never real.
I hate you for everything, I hate you for leaving me,
I hate you for everything you've ever done.
Yet I can't help but love you for everything you've been.
And I know I'd give everything to have you back now that you're gone.
I just wasted 5 minutes of your life (:
I don't like Ciel. I really REALLY hate him. I mean, Alois had a good reason to be evil and sad and angsty and yet most of the time (notice I said MOST of the time) he isn't D: But Ciel, he's just a bitch every single second of the day cause he's like "ugh, I can pretend to be angsty, that makes me cool. Plus, I'm the center of attention in this anime cause I have the tastiest soul, and since I have a sexy demon butler to bow to my every bitchy whim 24/7, I can be as mean as I want." No me gusta Ciel U.U
Anyways, hope you liked it, please review to gimme yer thoughts.
(And no, I probably will never write Kuroshitsuji fanfics after this. This had probably been my first and last Kuroshitsuji fanfic, mostly cause the cool chars are either dead or turned uncool now and I stopped watching.)