A/N: Just a drabble. I'm just so heartbroken. Enjoy..
Disclaimer: I don't own Fairy Tail, if I did, there would be romance in it as in pure romance.
My heart's so broken. He broke my heart and shattered it into a million pieces. I cant believe he chose her over me. I was always here, and she, she left him.
I cant go on like this. It's hurting me, so much. It's painful, I cant endure it. Why do I always get hurt when I love? I've never been this miserable in my life before. He was my all, but I was a mere speck on his life. Maybe I should've just killed myself back in Edolas.
I couldn't believe it. I'm dreaming, It's not true, it cant be. They are joking. How can they be a couple? It's not true! No! Natsu's as dense as a rock, she must've seduced him. It's not tre.. no !
I jumped to my bed, pillow on face. I cried my life out. I wanted to scream but I'll just get attention. Levi knew I was hurting, so did Mirajane. I distanced myself and lied about it. Natsu was still dense. He didn't know, it would be a miracle if he did.
I heard his voice, calling me princess. It somehow relieved me. His voice was deep and whole but calming and soothing and warm. He was the one who understood me. He loved me but I didn't love him like he loved me. Maybe he feels this pain within me too.
Is he hurting? But I am just another one of his girls.
"Princess. I still love you. I'm still here. Even if it hurts me I'm still here"
Loke hugged me. I started to cry again. He patted me on the back and whispered something inaudible. I wished I heard it because I felt my shoulders get wet. He was crying too. He was hurting like me. He was hurt seeing me cry a river for someone else.
I was dense. I didn't realize it. How could I? He's my celestial spirit, no he was my friend, a best friend, yet I didn't realize it? He hugged me tight and started to sob.
"Lucy, I cant see you cry over someone, that's not me."
With that he was gone. Gone like smoke. I felt him cry in the spirit world.
"LOKE !" I cried. Natsu left and now him. I tried to summon him but he didn't appear.
All my loved ones leave me. Mom, Gray, yes I did love him, Natsu and now Loke.
I cried that night. Cried my heart out. I wantd to kill myself. I wanted to so bad. Midnight came, I remembered when Gray kissed Juvia, it broke my heart, when Natsu held Lisanna in her arms, and when Loke cried to me.
Then.. Loke came. I practically threw myself at him. We fell on the ground me on top.
"Princess, are you alright?"
"Never been better." I smiled at him and looked into his eyes, well, I wished I did, his stupid glasses are in the way. Too bad he looked cuter without it.
"Princess, is there something wrong?"
I took his glasses away and he tried to fight back.
"I'll love you Loke, just wait and see"
With that, I drifted off to sleep. On top of him, wrapped inside his arms surrounded by all things Loke.
"I can't wait princess."
A/N : How was it? This story was based on my life. Except for that ending part. I'm still heartbroken but I'll get over it, my Loke will come someday.
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