author-devylish

title-A Little Madness

disclaimer-JW et al. own 'em.

feedback/distribution-let me know at devylish@hotmail.com

rating-PG-13



A LITTLE MADNESS

Is it okay to laugh?

I mean... someone 'has' died...

I suppose -- because that someone was me -- it's really my decision...

So yes. Go ahead. Laugh.

Laugh at the irony... the perverse humour of it all.

I thought that...

Well at least, I told myself that, being with him was killing me...

A woman's lie.

He was not the one that was ripping me apart.

The mutilation of a slayer was caused by the 'not so innocents' of

this world...

The not so innocents and --

their eyes

their fingers...

the whispers of the non-believers...

and because I was weak.

An analysis of the mutilation of a slayer...

a cut here

a bruise there

a fractured mind...

caused by a world that seeped in... snuck in... and raped my soul.

Ahhh, yes, but the death of The Slayer... that was my fault;

That was wrought by my own hand.

My own heart, in my own hand...

see... look --

how still it beats...

Blood, blood everywhere, but not a drop to...

'Tell me you want me...'

'Tell me you love me...'

But, shhhh... just don't say the words too loudly.

'I'm sorry William...'

-- the rest of that goes, 'But I have to go - into the light...'

When light hits light, it disappears (White is the absence of all)

So, yes...

Go ahead...

Laugh.

Laugh till you cry.

All hail! The Slayer is finally dead.



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