My dear friend LadyTazz told me about Jasper's Naughty Girls and the weekly picture prompt feature called Lemon Drizzles! So, this is a little fun I am having to work on my writing :) Pictures prompts for each drizzle will be on my profile!

I don't own Twilight.


Title of Drizzle: Forgiven

Your author name: Dragonfly336

Beta: JaimeArkin

Pairing: Edward/Bella

"Fuck you bastard!" Bella screams at me and takes off up the stairs.

So it begins...yet another fight. It's all we're doing lately. Fuck. I know it's mainly my fault, but she could be just a little more understanding. My brother, Jasper, is having problems with his marriage and really needs me. Sure, going out three days a week to the bar to listen to his problems and try to distract him probably isn't the best way to deal with it, but hey, what can you do?

I take my coat off and go to the kitchen to get some water. I open the fridge and gulp it down like I haven't had nourishment in days. I close the fridge and glance into the corner of the kitchen. Shit. What I see makes my heart clench. I am such a dick.

I walk over to the table. Candles, flowers, the 'good' dishes, all set for the makings of a romantic dinner. I slowly go to the oven and open the door. I feel a stab of guilt as I gaze down at my favorite meal.

I was supposed to be home hours ago, but Jasper was so distraught tonight. He kept doing shots and was on the brink of crying while he told me about the latest brick to crumble in his marriage. I couldn't leave him. He drank so much that I had to give him a ride. So I was even later then I intended.

I run up the stairs and throw open the door to find Bella standing in the middle of the room with red, puffy eyes. "Get out Edward! I do not want to deal with you right now," she snarls at me.

"Listen...Bella...I am so sorry. If I had known what you had planned, I would have come home earlier."

"Do you mean that you would have been here when you were supposed to be? And how would it have been a surprise if I had told you? Jerk." I see the tears start to fall. "I mean...what the fuck, Edward? Are you fucking someone else? I don't do it for you anymore? You're gone more than you're here!"

"Fuck Bella...NO! I would never cheat on you. You know Jasper..."

She cuts me off. "I am SICK of hearing about your brother and his marriage, Edward! You don't need to be with him so damn much. Haven't you heard of a phone? I mean...three days a week he needs your undivided attention for hours upon hours? What about me Edward?" She turns around so her back is toward me and walks to the bed. She whispers, so I barely hear her, "I need you too."

"Shit, baby." I walk up behind her, almost touching her. I can feel the heat radiating off of her body, I am so close. I lift my hands but hesitate before I put them on her arms. I'm afraid she's going to bolt. I lean in and whisper in her ear, "Let me make it up to you." She begins to turn around, I assume to tell me off some more, but I lower my hands to her arms to hold her in place. "Please Bella, let me do this. You don't know how sorry I am. I feel like a total dick."

I feel her relax a little and she sighs. "That's because you are a dick. I just...I can't...I don't want to be second best, Edward," she says in a pleading voice. I slowly bring my hand around her and brush across her breast. I hear her breath hitch. I move my hands down to the hem of her shirt, and lean into her neck, kissing her and moving back to her ear.

"Let me show you that you're never second best," I whisper in her ear. I feel her nod and I proceed to remove her top. I unclasp her bra and kiss the back of her neck while I remove it. I quickly tear my shirt off and lean into her, enjoying the feel of her skin on mine. My dick is straining against my jeans, begging me to feel her warmth. I move my hands around her body and quickly undo her jeans, pulling them down to the floor. She lifts her feet out and begins to turn around. I move my hands back to her arms and hold her in place. "Don't turn around," I tell her in a low voice. She nods again. I stand back, appraising her beautiful body. I realize then that I have been a selfish prick. I don't want to end up like Jasper, having my marriage crumble around me. I vow to myself that I will be more attentive to her, starting now.

"Edward?" Bella's voice brings me out of my musings.

My eyes travel up her body, taking in her delicious curves and I quickly remove my pants. "Get up and kneel on the bed, baby. Keep your back to me." God I am so hard, thinking about what I'm going to do. I get up on the bed behind her, pressing my body against hers. I moan when I feel my dick graze against her ass. "Do you feel what you do to me?" I whisper in her ear.

"Yes," she replies in a breathy voice. I lean her back against me and reach around her, brushing my hand along her already hard nipple. "You're so fucking beautiful," I say into her neck. I reach down with my other hand and brush my fingers along her clit. "Fuck, already wet for me baby?" She groans in response. I continue to play with her nipple as I start rubbing her clit. She moves her hips in response and I grind my dick along her ass. My fingers easily slide into her pussy; she gasps and starts fucking them. I moan into her ear. "Never doubt my love for you Bella," I say as I start to pump my fingers faster, grazing my thumb against her clit. I feel her movements getting erratic and I know she is close. I add a third finger and bend them, seeking her spot. "Fuck Edward...don't stop."

My dick is screaming to be surrounded by her pussy. "Fuck Bella," I pant, "you're always first...always." I feel her pussy clench around my fingers and her body starts to shake. I lean in and kiss her deeply, swallowing her scream. Her movements slow and she looks into my eyes, "You're forgiven."