So I'm sitting here thinking, I've already uploaded all the story except this last chapter and I'm writing a new story and contemplating watching either The Dark Knight or Inception. So what the hell. Here is the last chapter! I hope you enjoy. Thank you for reading and reviewing your thoughts.

Thanks to ace1219 for being my beta for this story.

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Chapter 10


I had been home a couple days and found that my son was amazing. He slept all night and was a relatively quiet baby. Charlie's been a real big help with him.

I had several visits since I was released from the hospital

I just fed Jackson and was singing him to sleep in the rocking chair when a knock came at the door. Charlie answered and talked with whoever it was before letting them in.

"Bella you've got company." He said as Mackenzie and Hunter entered the room behind him. My heart stopped for a second and I got really hot.

"Hi," I whispered.

Mackenzie smiled. "Hi Bella, how are you?"

"I- I'm good."

"The baby?"

"He's great. Uh, would you like to hold him?"

She nodded and sat on the couch beside me. I handed her Jackson and she smiled.

"I'm sorry," I blurted after a couple minutes.

"For what dear?" Mackenzie asked.

"Not telling you or Jasper I just-"

"We understand darlin'," Hunter said. "We can't say that we're not upset for bein' kept in the dark but we understand."

"Well, now that you know I'd love for you to be there for him. Have all of his grandparents around."

"Of course."

"So Bella, what happened?" Mackenzie asked.

"What all do you know?"

"That you broke up with Jasper when you found out."

"Yeah. I wanted to tell him, I wanted to tell you, but it was a huge risk to Jasper and what's at stake that I didn't. I'm glad all of you know now."

They smiled.

"We're supposed to be moving to Phoenix this weekend. I'll send pictures whenever I can."

"We'd like that."

They stayed for a little while longer until Jackson woke up for food.

The next day the La Push gang, Emmett and Edward came over to help load all my furniture in the moving van Charlie rented. He wanted a road trip to spend as much time with me and Jax as he could.

The trip was long and at times frustrating when I tried putting my son to sleep. It was a full day drive and we went with minimal stops and once we arrived at Renee's house it was time for rest.

I put a blanket on the ground and set Jax there before I took one couch and Charlie took the other.

Once we woke up Renee, Phil and Charlie started hauling furniture in and by the end of the night I was moved back into Renee's house.

It was hard saying goodbye to Charlie, but he promised he'd come for a visit soon. When he left I went to my room with Jax. I started classes the next week and while it was hard managing both school and being a mom, I did.

There were several times at night when I'd finished my homework and Jax was asleep that I'd think about Jasper and how he was doing with school and everything. I texted him a couple times but got no answer. Maybe he was moving on after all, or maybe he was busy. Either way it kind of upset me that I didn't hear from him.

I kept in touch with Alice and everyone as regularly as possible but they all told me they haven't heard from him when I started getting worried they reassured me that he's okay.

A couple days later I was working on homework when a knock came at the door. Renee was feeding Jackson and Phil was at practice so I got up and opened the door.

Standing on my porch was Jasper. Both his hands were in his pockets and he had a sheepish grin.

"Hi darlin'."

Without thinking about it I jumped out and wrapped my arms around him, holding him close. His arms wrapped securely around me and he chuckled before releasing one arm from around my waist and slipped it under my hair and lifted my face to his. In that kiss I felt all his love.

I pulled away and rested my head against his chest, listening to his heartbeat. "God, I missed you."

"Same here."

"I was so worried when you didn't text me back and no one talked with you. Not that I'm not happy to see you but why are you here?"

"I moved here."

"What? Jasper I didn't want you to give up everything! You have a scholarship. This is exactly what I was worried about. I don't want you to regret anything."

He watched me with an amused grin.


"Its okay Bella. I haven't given up anything. My parents helped. The scholarship is an open one, I can use it at whatever school I want just as long as I keep my grades up and play the game."

I raised my eyebrows. "Really?"

He nodded. "I told you I wasn't gonna miss anythin' else. I'm gonna watch our son grow and walk and talk. Then I'm gonna marry his Momma, and we're gonna have other kids to watch grow. I'll never leave you again, even if you tell me to."


"That's a guarantee," he murmured against my lips before kissing me again.

"Bella?" Renee called.

I pulled Jasper inside and closed the door behind us.

"Mom, this is Jasper."

Renee smiled and extended her hand. "Hi Jasper, it's nice to finally meet you."

He grasped her hand and shook it. "You too."

"Would you like to hold your son?"

"Oh, um, I don't know."

"You'll do fine." She handed Jax over, giving Jasper minimal instructions on how to hold an infant. "See, you're a natural."

Jackson cooed and Jasper grinned. "Hi buddy."

I smiled, watching my boys.

"Why don't we have a seat and chat, hm?" Renee suggested leading us to the living room.

Jasper and I sat on the couch and Renee sat on the chair in front of us.

"So what's new?"

"Jasper just transferred to U of A."

"Really? Where are you staying?"

"I don't know yet. When I got here I just came straight here. I don't even know if I have a dorm room."

"Well, why don't you just stay here?"

"What?" I asked.

"Yes, well, I mean you are already parents and responsible adults. It would be easier for both of you."

"Are you sure?"

"Of course. Just a few regulations on intimacy, but yes, he'll stay with you in your room."

"Thank you." Jasper said.

"Your welcome sweetie."

I showed Jasper my /our room and that night after dinner I sang Jackson to sleep. Jasper watched me from the bed, a small smile on his lips.

Spend all your time waiting
For that second chance
For a break that would make it okay
There's always one reason
To feel not good enough
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
Oh beautiful release
Memory seeps from my veins
Let me be empty
And weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

In the arms of an angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort there

So tired of the straight line
And everywhere you turn
There's vultures and thieves at your back
And the storm keeps on twisting
You keep on building the lie
That you make up for all that you lack
It don't make no difference
Escaping one last time
It's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
This glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

In the arms of an angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort there
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here

Once Jax was fast asleep, I set him in his crib and walked toward the bed, settling in Jasper's arms.

"You have a beautiful voice. Why haven't you let me hear you before?"

"Well, to be fair, I told you you would hear eventually. Plus it's the only thing that will get him to sleep easily."

He lazily combed my hair. "How is this going to work exactly?"

"Well Renee will watch our son during the day while we're at school and we'll have him at night. I'm so glad you're here Jazz, I really am."

He put both hands on my face. "I love you Bella. Always."

I smiled and kissed him. "I love you too."

I laid back down on his chest, listening to the familiar sound of his heartbeat before dozing off to sleep in the circle of his arms.

The End

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