This is my first CCS fic…don't flame me! I'll have two coming up – both chaptering…and some strange themes. This is the second one. It's everyone's point of view about the ones they love, chapter by chapter go person by person on each one. Now guess who this is?

That boy…

From the moment I heard about him I knew he'd be the one…but the fact was that he wasn't. He was just her helper…and no matter what I do I can't help but resent that. So instead I set her the hardest tests I can.

I help her...sure maybe there's something I like about her too…but him…

Now he *should* have been the holder of the cards…

He's beautiful…a bit scruffy but he is lovely…strong, practiced – and calm in the face of danger.

The boy *is* talented.

Ah…and he is probably is in more ways than one…

Perhaps he should have learnt a little more about the cards, been a little more strong-willed – but if that stupid girl hadn't let them out!

He might have been prepared…might have been older…and then I might have not been called to witness him at such a young age. What a waste. A few more years and we could have ravaged him with unthinkable tortures.

But he's too young – and everything will be over before he's a touchable age.

I'll probably be gone by then.

But while I'm here I'll just stay back, set my tests and watch him. I can't have him but a guy can lust can't he? Maybe in some celestial place I'll finally have things my way…but not yet…

Let the wine mature before you taste it. Beauty increases with age…

Up to a point that is…