(Eddie POV)

Leaving Bella was the hardest thing I've ever had to do. It almost killed me again seeing the look on her face. Maybe I'll go live with the Volturi or ask them to kill me. I sat on my bed listening to her lullaby over and over. A knock on my door brought me out of my thoughts.

"Leave me alone" My voice was rough, like I had been crying. I had cried as much as a vampire could.

"We have to talk". it was Alice. No doubt here to give me a lecture. She opened the door and walked in. she wore black boy shorts and a tight black tank top. I paid no attention to her outfit.

"What Alice?" I wanted her to go. I wanted to be left alone. She placed her hands on her small hips.

"Why do I see you going to the Volturi?" she demanded.

"There's no reason to live without Bella" my voice broke on her name. she deserved better than me. She deserved better than to fear her life every day.

"There's plenty of reason. You have Esme, Carlisle, Emmett, Rose. Me" she whispered the last word. I noticed she didn't mention Jasper, I chose not to question it. They would work it out. Alice had started to crawl up the bed. She sung 'centerfold' by P!nk (if you haven't heard that song I suggest you listen to it) in her head so I didn't know her thoughts. She stopped inches away from my face

"What are you doing Alice?" I asked her my gaze unwillingly went to her lips as she inhaled. They were full and pink and pouty.

"Something I've wanted to do for a long time" she whispered before placing her lips against mine. Kissing Alice was like nothing I've ever experienced. Bella could never compare. I was a bit hesitant, I didn't know what I was doing. Alice took control and opened my mouth with her tongue. Hers set out to explore my mouth, our tongues entwined and I placed my hands on her hips. Bella flew out of my mind, as did everything else. The only thing that matters right now was Alice and her body. She trailed her hand up and down my chest. She placed her most intimate part against my erection and I groaned as she started to grind. I removed her tank and played with her breasts. I learned she liked me to pull her nipple with my teeth lightly. Alice removed my shirt and kissed my chest. She licked and kissed her way to my throat. There she grazed her teeth against my skin. I got impatient and ripped the rest of our clothing off. I was so hard I'd probably explode if she didn't do anything.

"Be my first Alice, take me now" she moved so she hovered against my dick. Some of her juices dropped on my cock before she slammed her hips all the way down. I moaned low in my throat at the feeling. Alice moved and the pleasure was unbelievable. Why didn't I do this before? I flipped us over and moved at vampire speed. All humans would see was a blur. I had an idea but I didn't know if she would like it. I went with my gut and flicked her 'clit' as Emmett told me. Her legs shook and her inner walls gripped my cock so hard I came with her. She shouted my name as I shouted hers. We lay side by side catching breath we didn't need. Alice turned so she lay on her side. She traced random patterns on my chest.

"Still thinking about going to the Volturi?" she asked smugly, like she knew I wasn't. then again she probably did know. I shook my head no. satisfied she walked out the room laughing.

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