Ok I will try to update again really soon, I hope you enjoy this chapter.


"Well Jasper, since you're here, why don't you watch our dance?" Mary said as she started to walk towards the sound system.

"Sure. I would love to see it." He said walking to the front of the class, after he had taken his shoes off. I gulped and took a deep breath. I had danced in front of Jasper before, but he always intimidates me. He is such an amazing dancer and I feel so amateurish when he watches.

"Edward. Go." Mary said startling me out of the discussion going on inside my head.

"Edward what the hell is wrong with you today? You have been off for this whole entire class! Care to explain?." She said shaking her head.

"Sorry." I said giving Jasper a pointed look before running across the room to where I started. I heard Bella laugh and turned around to glare at her. "Stop, this is really hard for me." I whispered. She glanced down for a second before looking back up.

"Doesn't look like it." She laughed right before she had to go for her part of the dance. I sighed and got ready, right before I was about to go I looked up and saw Jasper wink at me. Let's just say that dance wasn't the best I had ever done. After we finished Mary told everyone they could go home early. But she wanted to talk to me.

"Ok Edward, what's going on? Why are you so distracted?" she asked me after everyone had left, except for Jasper.

"I don't know. I'm sorry, Mary, I was just kind of out of it today." Because my boyfriend who I haven't seen in three months was watching me.

"Well is everything ok at home? Girl troubles?" I laughed and shook my head.

"No, no girl troubles" I heard Jasper laugh behind us and turned to glare at him.

"Oh, any… other kind of troubles?" she asked looking at me skeptically. I gulped and shook my head slowly. "Ok, know that you can tell me anything though, ok?" I nodded and sighed.

"Hey Jazz you want to go get food? I have two hours until rehearsal." I asked walking away from Mary. He smiled up at me and nodded.

"Sure, I'll drive." We said goodbye to Mary and headed out to his car.

"Jeez, Jazz, she is gonna figure it out if you come to that class again." I said after we got in his car. He looked over and smiled at me.

"Well maybe that's a good thing. The closet isn't a good place to stay for long, ed. Trust me. Once you're out, it can only get better. We can be together in public and not have to worry about it. Doesn't that sound nice?" he asked as he grabbed my hand. I nodded and looked up to see his eyes slightly watery.

"Jazz, I'm not ready yet. I'm sorry, but I just can't! Wait a little longer, please." I pleaded with him. He smiled at me but dropped my hand to start the car.

"Fine." He said with a smile, but I could tell he was annoyed.

"Jazz, please don't be annoyed with me. I love you and I want to be with you, but I'm not ready to come out yet. I will, just not right now. Ok?" he nodded but didn't say anything. I sighed and closed my eyes and laid my head against the seat.

"Don't you get annoyed with me" he said after a couple seconds. I opened my eyes and looked over at him.

"I'm not annoyed, I'm frustrated, and confused." I said with a sigh.

"Of course your confused sweetie, you're gay." He chuckled. I smirked at him but laughed.

"I love you jazz." I said grabbing his hand again.

"I love you too sweetheart."

Ok so it's not very long, but I hope you like it :) please review! And Happy New Year!