Chapter 1

"Have you found a new case yet?" Dean Winchester asked his brother Sam, as he drove down the long stretch of road.

"Nope, haven't found anything." Sam said, as he read over a newspaper, hoping to find something unusual.

"Good cause i was thinking we could stop and take a break till we found something."

Sam looked over at him before saying,"yeah that's fine, we can stop. Where do you want to stay at though? We are kind of in the middle of nowhere."

"That's another thing i was thinking, we're not that far from the mountains. We could go see Ally." Dean said with a smile. Alex Nash, or as he called her Ally, has been his best friend since he was 10 and she was 8. That year his dad left Sam and himself with Alex's mom and twin sister Taylor while his dad and her dad went on a hunt for a few months. Dean and Alex hit it off right away, they spent the days running around outside and the night hiding under the covers while watching scary movies. When Dean left he promised to stay in touch with her and he did through letters,phone calls and visits when he could, the last time he saw her was five years ago, she had just turned 21.

He laughed quietly to himself when he thought back to that trip. Sam was at Stanford, his dad was off doing his own case and Taylor had moved to New York. He had taken Alex out to a bar and bought her, her first alcoholic drink. That was also the night, he almost made a huge mistake.

"So did you have a good time?" Dean asked her, as he half-carried/half-dragged her to the door of her small apartment.

"Uh huh me had a blast." She slurred, as she leaned up against him.

He chuckled to himself before saying,"remind me to never get you drunk again."

She gasped dramatically then said,"why not? I am awesome drunk. I can say what i want, i can do what i want. For example, i can tell you, you have pretty eyes."

"You have pretty eyes too Ally" He said while laughing at her stumbling around. Dean quickly grabbed her when she tripped on her own feet and almost fell to the ground.

While keeping her from falling,he wrapped his arms around her waist and pulled her against him. He pushed a lock of her brown hair behind her ear and looked into her green eyes. He wasn't lying before, she did have pretty eyes.

Alex looked at his lips and slowly begin to move forward, she lightly pressed her lips against his in a soft kiss. Dean was taken aback, sure he had kissed her before, when they were little kids and she wondered what it would be like to kiss someone, but this kiss was different. This kiss was the kind that could get out of hand quick if someone didn't put a stop to it.

He broke the kiss and looked at her before saying,"we shouldn't do this Ally."

"Why not?"

"Cause you're not some random hook-up, you're my best friend. We shouldn't mess that up."

"We won't. Come inside with me Dean." She whispered, as she begin to kiss up his jaw line.

Dean closed his eyes and sighed, if this was anyone else he would already be inside, but he couldn't do it. This was Alex, his best female friend, he couldn't risk losing her.

"Please Dean, think of it as my birthday present." She whispered into his ear then lightly bit it.

In that moment Dean lost control, he grabbed her face with his hands and crushed his lips against hers. She moaned in surprise and wrapped her arms around his neck. He backed her up till her back hit the door, she would have a bruise in the morning but for now, she didn't care. She threw her head back and quietly moaned his name as he kissed down her neck. When her heard her speak, he realized what he was doing and stopped, he rested his forehead against hers as he tried to catch his breath.

"Why did you stop?" She whispered.

"I'm sorry Ally, i shouldn't have done that."

"It's ok Dean. I wanted you to."

"No it's not ok. I can't do that with you, your Ally. My childhood friend who use to climb trees with me and watch scary movies with me late at night. I can't have sex with you." He explained.

"Wow, you sure know how to make a girl feel special Dean." She said sarcastically.

"I didn't mean it like that. Ally, you mean way to much to me to just be some quick fling."

"It's ok, you don't have to explain anymore. I'm going to go crash, I'll talk to you later." She grabbed the house key out of the front pocket of her blue jeans. She quickly turned around, so he wouldn't see the tears that have formed in her eyes. She tried to stick the key in the lock, but was having problems. Between the tears and the alcohol, she was having a hard time seeing the key hole.

"Here, let me help you." Dean said, as he reached for the house key.

She pulled it away from him before saying,"it's ok, i got it. See you later Dean."

"Ally, stop being stubborn and let me help you."

"I said, i got it Dean."

He wrapped his arms around her from behind before whispering in her ear,"please don't hate me Ally-cat."

She smiled when she heard him use the childhood nickname he use to call her, she turned her head to look at him then said,"I don't, i could never hate you. I'm just tired and ready to go to bed, but thanks for taking me out."

"Ok, I'll come check on you tomorrow." He said then kissed her forehead and walked to the car. He couldn't believe he almost gave in and had sex with Alex, he could never be with her like it. He would rather have her as a friend then hurt her and he would hurt her, she would want more and he could never be a good boyfriend.

"I'm doing the right thing." He said to himself, as he sat behind the wheel of his car and watched her walk into her apartment.

"We can only be just friends." He told himself while pulling out of the parking lot and driving down the road.

Luckily the next morning when he checked on her, she didn't remember the night before and he never told her anything. He figured it was for the best if she forgot.

"Wow it's going to be great to see Alex, i haven't seen her in years." Sam said to Dean, pulling him out of his thoughts.

"She hasn't really changed, she's still that same tomboy she was when she was 8, just taller." Dean told him.

"When was the last time you talked to her?"

"About a year ago, she had just moved back home cause her mom was sick and with her dad and Taylor gone, she had to take care of her." Dean explained.

"I wonder if Taylor ever came back from New York? You remember how obsessed you was with her?" Sam asked laughing.

Dean laughed back then said,"oh yes, i was in love with that girl. She was my first kiss."

"I was always amazed how different they were. They might look alike but they act nothing alike."

"You remember how pissed Ally use to get when people would call her Taylor?" Dean asked.

"Oh man, how i could i forget. She grabbed a pair of scissor, cut off her ponytail then yelled 'I'm not Taylor'. I thought Mrs. Nash was going to kill her." Sam said laughing.

"Would you believe she still keeps her hair shoulder length instead of long, so people won't confuse her for Taylor?"

"Yes i can believe that. Alex always wanted to be different."

"Yep that's my Ally-cat, always trying to be different but she's already different. There isn't another girl like her, she is one of a kind." Dean said with a smile.

"I can't wait to see her." Sam said with a excited smile on his face.

"Neither can i Sammy." Dean said, as he turned onto the road that would take him to her parent's house. For a split second he wondered if he should call first before deciding he wanted to surprise her, after all she did love surprises.

a/n-so i decided to start another supernatural story, don't worry i am still writing the other stories too. This idea popped in my head the other day and i decided to start writing it now, instead of waiting. I hope you all enjoy the first chapter, please let me know what you think. Thank you :)