I don't own Ouran High School Host club. :3

I don't want to be here. I really don't want to be here.

My only thoughts over and over again.

Ouran Academy. Full of snobby rich kids. I, can't stand it here. It makes me feel, how should I put this, not sane, I suppose.

I was forced to attend this stupid school by my "mother". She thinks I can become "normal" in this school.

She said that about the last school.

I know.

My so called "mother" doesn't know how to deal with me. She blames my father. He has nothing to do with what I am. Which is, in other words, crazy. I've been to many psychiatrists and such, all of them said I'm mentally ill. They never proved it. Ever.

They're idiots. And greedy bastards.

Now, you see that? Yes, that's not my voice. Not my thoughts. Not my control.

Stop thinking that and get to class already.

I sighed and kept walking. Ignoring the laughter's and voices of others. All of them, they're so happy. I hate it. I... envy it.

*Normal P.O.V.*

The unknown girl just kept walking. Away from everyone else. The problem is that she doesn't know where she is walking to.

"Hey, are you lost?" a voice said.

The girl looked back and saw a boy with big brown eyes and brown hair looking at her. She smiled at him.

"Yeah, I kinda am." she said in a low voice.

"Well, maybe I can help?"

The girl shook her head.

"It's alright. I'll find my way around on my own."

"Are you sure, I mea-"

"I said I'm fine!" she hissed.

She turned and walked away. He looked at her and sighed.

"She didn't have to be so mean." he whispered and walked off the other direction.

The girl looked back and sighed.

I'm sorry. I just, can't trust anyone anymore. she thought sadly, and she continued walking.

*In Class 1-A.*

"Everyone settle down for a second, settle down please." the teacher said dully.

But no one seemed to be paying attention. He continued though.

"Today, we have a new student tranferring in."

Everyone went silent.

"Now, let me just bring her in." he said.

Everyone waited anxiously. When the teacher walked in, so did the girl. Her appearance was mysterious yet somehow beautiful. Her black hair was very short in the back but in front her hair was long. Her eyes were pale blue and her skin was pale-ish. But she had dark circles around her eyes, showing she hadnt sleep for some time, other than that though, she was very pretty.

"Alright, introduce yourself please."

She looked down, not wanting to look at everyone's stares.

"My name, is Kyoko Nakashima."

Everyone waited for her to say more, but she stayed quiet.

"Alright, go take your seat in the back next to the window." the teacher said.

She walked quickly towards her seat, only to be stopped by some angry looking twins.

"Can I help you?" she asked quietly.

"Is this her Haruhi?" one of them asked.

"Guys, really just leave her alone."

That voice... it's the same guy before. she thought.

"Well, she was mean to you no?" the other twin said.

"I don't think she was mean." the boy said.

They both looked at Kyoko.

"Were you mean to Haruhi?" they said at the same time.

*Kyoko's P.O.V*

Get away from me. Please. Get away. was all I thought.


"I'm sorry."

I look up and the same boy got in between those twins and me.

"I didn't think they would go this far." he said.

"It's alright really."

No it's not.

"I shouldn't have done that. I'm not used to strangers, or just people."

They just looked at me. I sighed.

"Why aren't you wearing the unform?" one of the twins asked to break the silence.

They sure talk alot, don't they Kyo-chan?

I guess

It is true though. I looked at what I was wearing. I had on a black shirt with long sleeves, some jean that were ripped from the knees, and black converse. I liked it. Only, because, my "mother" didn't.

"I like wearing these clothes though." I whispered.

The bell rang before they could say anything else and I walked out quickly.

I really thought something might've happened.

Nothing would've happened. There are times when you really can control yourself.

I wish everyone else thought that.

Well, first chapter! Tell me... do you like it? Reviews!:3