Hey guys ok sorry I haven't been updating. Ive been busy with school and Christmas but hopefully I can update again soon. As an apology here is a sort of sour two shot.

Thank you Rpattzluver4ever who is my beta and co-wrote the lemon.

I hope you guys enjoy this!

One Year Ago

"Petey, please give me something strong," a gorgeous voice said next to me.

I watched this beautiful tall blonde guy take his leather jacket off and hang it off his chair, sit down with a huff. I looked back down at my notebook and wanted to scream, how the hell was I supposed to get this report done in two days. I've barely started.

I'm not a procrastinator, I can assure you, but when I don't feel that connection to my story I just can't get the words out.

Pete handed the guy a shot of Makers Mark and leaned against the bar. "Why in such dire need?"

"Ship out tomorrow night." was his only response.

I looked up from my notebook to take a drink and noticed the dog tags around his neck. "Need another one Iz?"

I looked at my glass and shook my head. "Can I have a glass of red?"

"Finally in a good mood?" Pete chuckled as he poured me a glass of my favorite.

"No way in hell, but I can't get too drunk tonight. I have a paper to write."

Pete went back to the guy and leaned back. "How long?"

"Just a year. It's short this time."

Pete nodded and looked over at me, "Iz, isn't your paper on soldiers?"

I looked up and stared at him. "Uh... kind of..."

The blonde looked at me and back to Pete. "Jasper here, as I'm sure you over heard, is leaving tomorrow. He's a pretty decent guy he might be able to help with your writer's block."

Pete winked and went to serve another customer. The guy-Jasper, looked at me and held out his hand. "Jasper Whitlock."

I took it lightly and smiled. "Isabella Swan."

He smiled slightly. "You're writing a paper for school?"

I nodded taking a sip of wine. "Yeah and it's not going well."

"What's your major?"

"I'm double majoring in journalism and psychology."

He looked impressed while he nodded his head in response. "And your paper is on?"

"War." I stated. He was about to ask another question when I continued. "It's the question of when does war become justified and what effects it has on soldiers and their families."

He looked down at his now empty glass and nodded silently. "And you're stuck because?"

"I have mixed opinions and its not necessarily one I feel I should be commenting on when I really don't have a say in it."

"Everyone should have their own say on how they feel on war. That is why there is free speech."

I nodded slowly taking a sip of wine. "Yeah I guess."

"Personally, when I signed up I did it fresh out of high school and my patriotism wasn't my priority. The Army though straightened me up."

I smiled and nodded. "Good for you. How does it effect your family?"

He shifted a little. "Well, I grew up in foster care and my sister and I were never on good terms in high school."

I blushed, embarrassed. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to pry."

He laughed. "Not a problem."

I nodded and smiled at the melody of his laugh. Some how through our conversations we ended up leaving together into the chilly air and soon I found myself standing on my doorstep. I fumble with my keys. My fingers were too numb to actually get ahold of it. Jasper steadied my hand and helped me unlock the door. I smiled and turned toward him.

"Thank you," I said. "For everything."

"No," he started with a smile. "Thank you. You've saved me from an awful hang over tomorrow morning."

I laughed and nodded. "You're welcome then."

We stood there awkwardly for a few seconds before Jasper leaned forward and kissed my cheek softly.

"Good night Bella. It was nice meeting you."

I blushed and nodded. "Nice meeting you too."

He smiled and moved away slightly with a nod. He started to turn away but my hand caught his coat, stopping him. He looked at me, deep in the eyes before stepping closer.

"Yes?" he asked.

I stepped closer and kissed him. He seemed a little surprised at first but responded quickly moving his hands to my waist, pulling me closer. My arms moved around his neck letting my fingers run through his short cut hair. The door slamming shut pulled us apart and he stared at me. I bit my lip and looked into his blue eyes.

"Bella, I leave tomorrow and I don't want to do anything-"

"One night. No strings attached then." I said.

He looked at me and smiled slightly. "Since when does a girl actually say that?"

I smiled and pushed my building door opened. "Since I'm one of a kind."

He caught the door behind me and pulled me back toward his chest. I giggled as his lips moved to my neck as we waited for the elevator. My head rolled back and his fingers dug into my sides. My breath became short as his teeth grazed my skin then the elevator opened. I pulled him in, hitting the seventh floor, and pressed my lips against his. Suddenly he lifted me up and my legs automatically wrapped around his waist. I looked at him and he chuckled.

"You're kinda short," he said and I playfully glared.

"You're just too tall." I teased before kissing him again.

He groaned slightly as my teeth bit down on his bottom lip before sucking it. I grinded against him as he pushed me up against the elevator wall. The air around us became heavier than it already was as his hand travelled up my stomach to my breast, where he squeezed and teased them. The elevator dinged as we reached my floor and I got off Jasper pulling him toward my door. I opened the door quickly and we shuffled in. Within seconds of closing the door he had me pressed up against it. I moaned as I felt him pressed against me. My hands pushed his leather jacket off his shoulders which he helped me shrug off and it landed on the floor.

Jasper's finger lightly played with the hem of my shirt for a moment before he pulled it over my head, leaving me in my black lace bra and jeans. He smiled before kissing me again and picking me up.

"Fuck Bella," he groaned as I continued to grind against his hardness.

"Ah, Jasper," I gasped. "My bedroom is the first door on the right."

Keeping my arms wrapped tightly around his neck I giggled as he walked through my apartment. He carried me as though I weighed barely anything and maybe to him I did. Inside my bedroom I got off him, pulling his shirt over his head first then my hands moved slowly down his sculpted chest to his belt. I felt his blue eye watching me as I undid his buckle and moved to his jeans. His hands stopped me and I looked up at him biting my lip. His hand moved into my hair as he kissed me. Our tongues fought for dominance as his fingertips brushed up my back and he unclasped my bra. His lips moved along my jaw line and down my neck. His hand cupped my hardened breast and teased it. His warm hand squeezed and kneaded my breast and I moaned loudly. Just the small touches of his fingers were enough to send chills down my spine. I started to push down his jeans and stepping out of them he laid me down on my bed.

I pulled him down with me, kissing his delicious lips, and it was all I could do to quiet my moan as he cupped me through my jeans. Jasper undid my jeans slowly keeping his eyes on my face. I was aching to feel him. This was torture and he knew it.

"Mmm, please Jazz." I moaned as we pulled off my jeans along with my panties.

"Fuck Bella you're so wet." His fingers slowly entered me and my back arched off the bed.

"Jasper!" I gasped at the pleasure.

"You're so tight Bella." He murmured adding another finger into me. It made me get tighter than I already was, and I could tell by the movement of Jaspers fingers that he knew it, too.

My fingers gripped the bed sheets as his fingers moved in and out of me at a quick pace. I felt my stomach clench, the feeling of my climax nearing. He pumped his fingers in me harder and faster, and soon the waves of pleasure took over my body, and I was gasping for air. He took his fingers out of me and licked them, followed by a grin.

"You taste so good…"

"Stop teasing me…" I groaned.

He looked into my eyes for only a moment before he looked at my naked body before him. He almost seemed to be drinking it in. I reached to his boxers pushing them off. They were soon discarded to our mess on the floor. He hovered over me looking me straight in the eyes. A smiled lit up his face he kissed me with so much passion, everything in the world didn't exist except him.

"Are you ready?" he asked tenderly. I knew he was ready, given how he looked without his boxers on.

I nodded and bit my lip, waiting. He slid into me smoothly and I moaned in pleasure. He repeated the rhythm of in and out, going harder and faster as I moaned. My fingers dug into his back and he groaned. His hand snaked down between us, and he gently began to rub circles on my clit. I could feel that I was close, and with his fingers on me, it sent more pleasure throughout my body, and took my breath away.

"Uh, baby. You're so tight."

I could barely remember to breathe and I didn't want to embarrass myself with trying to respond.

I could feel the knot tighten in my stomach and my core clenched around him. His head went into the crook of my neck with a groaned.

"Cum with me."

That was all I needed. A feeling beyond me rose up through my body as I milked his cock. He moaned my name as he pulled out of me and laid on his back. Our chests rose frantically gasping for air and he lazily pulled the blanket over us. He leaned over giving me a sweet long kiss before falling asleep.


I rolled over to find the other side of my bed empty as I woke up and I couldn't help but feel disappointed. Then I looked at my side of the bed and found his dog tags. I smiled as I picked them up gently.

CPL Whitlock, Jasper C


April 17th 1987


I rubbed my finger over the letters impressed into the metal before setting it down again. Suddenly I heard my apartment door open and in walked Jasper Whitlock. He smiled and walked over with Starbucks in hand with one long stem red rose. He sat on the edge of the bed.

"I hoped the tags be enough to let you know I didn't leave at the crack of dawn."

I laughed as he set the rose and Starbucks cup on my bed side table.

"Thank you Jazz," I said. "For everything."

He leaned down and kissed me. "No, thank you."

I kissed him again as your welcome and put the tags around his neck. He looked down on them as he pulled away from me completely. "I should go."

I nodded and got up wrapping my sheets around me. Jasper chuckled as we walked to my door. He turned once more and tucked some hair behind my ear. I pulled him close for another kiss before he smiled and turned toward the elevator.

"Good luck soldier," I giggled.

He turned and saluted with a smiled. "Yes Ma'am.

After he left I found myself sitting on the couch in a baggy shirt and gym shorts smiling to myself looking at the rose. Suddenly the door burst open and I looked up to find Alice and Rose bouncing in. They both took in the sight of me and big smiles lit up their faces.

"Bella?" Rose asked. "Is there something you need to tell us?"

I shook my head stood up heading toward the kitchen. "Nope."

I laughed as they followed me into the kitchen. I threw away my empty coffee cup and leaned against the counter.

"Bella look at your hair and what you're wearing!" Alice squeaked.

"Some one had sex!" Rose exclaimed.

I couldn't help the blush that rose to my face as I remembered last night and the feel of his body against mine.

They both squealed and practically jumped on me.

"How was it?" "Who is he?" "Give me details!" "Was he yummy?" "Was it a date? Or did it just happen?"

I rolled my eyes at their questions. "It was just once, we met at a bar last night. Yes Alice he was yummy and I am soo not giving you details."

"Drunk sex? Mmm even better," Rose said.

I laughed. "We weren't drunk. I had two glasses of wine and he had a shot and a glass."

"So you were sober and had a one night stand?" Alice asked wide eyed.

I nodded and looked them.

"Who are you and what have you done with Isabella Swan?"

I laughed and shrugged. "I'm still me."

I looked out my window into the busy city as Alice and Rose giggled, thinking about to the guy who is going off to war tonight who I will most likely never see again.

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