Preface

He left me; I still can't wrap my mind around it. I am sitting here in my room curled into a little ball, he told me he didn't love me and left. Now I am sitting in pain so bad that my heart feels like it's been ripped out of my chest leaving a gaping hole. I decide that there is nothing I can do but climb out of my bed and crawl to the shower the pain so bad I can't even stand. When I get there I turned the shower on full hot water and climb into the shower curling into a little ball in the corner of it. The water burning my body but I don't care I can't feel anything other than the pain in my heart. I keep going over what happened in my mind and can't seem to figure out where I went wrong.

Thinking back over the days of our relationship I don't realize that I have been sitting in the water so long that its gone cold till I feel warm hands picking me up out of the shower and a warm body curling itself around me. "Bella, Bella, please darlin' answer me." I realize whose arms I'm in "Jasper, he left me." Throwing my arms around him I start crying.