"I can't believe you kissed her Fin! How could you? I thought you were over her!"

"Look Britt, she kissed me. I didn't kiss her. I pushed her off."

"I see you at glee." I say as I walk to class.

I saw Finn and Rachel kissing at a party last night. I ended up leaving with Santana after doing body shots with her for the guys' entertainment.

I've been able to avoid him for three hours, but he sits right next to me in Spanish. So after an hour of not speaking to him, he asked me what was wrong. I really wish he would've just kept his mouth shut and not asked. And also not told people that she kissed him.

At least now I know what to sing in glee this afternoon. Mr. Schue has been asking me to sing more and more now. He told me last week that I can sing whatever I want whenever I want. I think he's trying to turn me into a book so he can read me. Santana says that he likes being able to read people, and that he has a hard time reading me because I used to not sing in glee. So now he's making me sing so I turn into a book faster.

Oh well. I think I'd be a pretty awesome book to read. I'd definitely read me if I was a book. I hope I have lots of pictures, and maybe some buttons to press that make noise.

"Mr. Schue, I'd like to sing a song today."

He seems surprised, but smiles at me anyway. "Alright Brittany. We'd love to hear whatever you have prepared."

"I'm not sure everyone will like it." I murmur to myself as the music starts playing.

"Listen to yourself you're a hot mess
St-t-tutter through your words breaking a sweat
What's it gonna take to confess
What we both know

Yeah I was outta town last weekend
You were feeling like a pimp around your lame friends
Now your little party's gonna end
So here we go

Whoa, you got a secret
Whoa, you couldn't keep it
Whoa, somebody leaked it
And now some sh's about to go down

I never thought that you would be the one
Acting like a slut when I was gone
Maybe you shouldn't, ohh ohh
Kiss and tell
You really should have kept it in your pants
I'm hearing dirty stories from your friends
Maybe you shouldn't, ohh ohh
Kiss and tell

Uh-ohh you're looking like a tool and not a baller
You're acting like a chick why bother
I can find someone way hotter
With a bigger wow
Well

Cause on top of all the ways that you messed up
You weren't smart enough to keep your stupid mouth shut
I'm so sick of it I've had enough
I hope you cry

Whoa, you got a secret
Whoa, you couldn't keep it
Whoa, somebody leaked it
And now some shit's about to go down

I never thought that you would be the one
Acting like a slut when I was gone
Maybe you shouldn't, ohh ohh
Kiss and tell
You really should have kept it in your pants
I'm hearing dirty stories from your friends
Maybe you shouldn't, ohh ohh
Kiss and tell

Kiss and tell
Kiss and tell, us
Kiss and tell
Kiss and then tell
Kiss and tell
Kiss and tell
Kiss and tell
Kiss and tell


Oh I hope you know
You gotta go
Yo, get up and go
I don't wanna know
Cover why you're gross
You gotta go
Yo, get up and go
I don't wanna know

I never thought that you would be the one
Acting like a slut when I was gone
Maybe you shouldn't, ohh ohh
Kiss and tell

You really should have kept it in your pants
I'm hearing dirty stories from your friends
Maybe you shouldn't, ohh ohh
Kiss and tell

Kiss and tell
Maybe you shouldn't, ohh ohh
Kiss and tell, ohh ohh
"

I stand on the stage the whole time, with no real choreography, and stare right at Finn. After I'm finished, I walk off stage and sit down next to San, who pats my leg and offers me a smile.

"You were really good B. It definitely expressed what you're goin through right now." She whispered

Everyone else is silent. I don't think they expected me to sing something like that. But at the moment, I feel betrayed. I really thought Finn was different than other guys. He certainly treated me way better then all of the other guys I've been with. He was always a gentleman, and sweet and caring.

I should have known. He was too perfect. Stupid, stupid, stupid.

"Wow Brittany, that was…." Mr. Schue began

"It's okay Mr. Schue; you don't have to say anything. You told me that I should start expressing what I was feeling through my singing as well as my dancing. I didn't feel like dancing, so I decided to sing instead. I know it wasn't what you thought it'd be." I say before he can add onto his sentence.

The rest of glee goes on like normal. Mr., Schue gives us an assignment, but I'm not really paying attention. Finn usually does, when he knows I zoned out the whole time, and then sums it up for me. But before Finn, San just gave me the quick rundown, and I know she knows she'll have to do it today.

"Alright B," San says as she drives me home "Schue wants us to choose a song that is a party anthem of sorts. Pretty much he wants us to choose a song we like to dance to. Sounds like it could be fun for a change. You need help choosin' a song?"

"Nah. I think I got it. But you wanna help me choose an outfit?"

She grins and nods. We almost always help each other pick out clothes for our solo performances.

"Mine first, then we'll go over to yours?" I ask

"Sounds like a plan to me B. You can spend the night if you want. We can watch movies after we finish playin dress up."

It doesn't take long to pick out our clothes. Then we chill out on her bed and watch a whole bunch of movies. Halfway through our third movie, I feel my phone vibrate.

From Finn

I'm sorry Britt. Plz lemme make it up 2u.

From Brittany

I'm busy. & I don't have NEthin 2 say 2u

From Finn

I really am srry Britt. I luv u. Nite

"Don't let him off the hook easily B. Even if she kissed him, he told people. He shouldn't have told everyone. It would've hurt you if you hadn't already known. It was a dick move on his part. Make him suffer a lil. Make him earn your trust again." San says from beside me

I sigh and lay back down, and she crawls under the covers, pulling them overtop of us both. I snuggle in beside her, and can't help but wish that tonight could stay forever. I don't wanna face Finn at school in the morning.

"G'night B."

"Night San."

So the next round of songs will be in the next chapter, only because I don't have one for Finn yet. A lot more San/Britt interaction, but Britt's mad at Finn, and San's her best friend. I promise more Fittany in the next chap. Plz review!