Dear Bubblegum…

No…

Don't leave me…

I…I didn't know…

I…

I'm so sorry…princess…

How could I have done this?

To a very close friend of mine…

I'm sorry, princess…

I…

I should have paid more attention to you…

You're…

You're the one person that I loved more in the world…

And…

And you just told me to fuck off…

I'm so sorry…

I didn't notice what was happening…

You never seemed to complain about it…

You didn't say anything when I said me and Marceline had a recording to do, and I turned down your invitation to your party…

I didn't know it was your birthday…

I thought things were fine…

But…

I fucked up…

I'm so sorry…

I…

Marceline…

She's just a friend…

A friend that is very cool and spunky…

But that does not mean I love her.

I see her more as a sister…

A sister I never had…

Marceline says she's disappointed in me…

She's right here as I write this letter…

Sigh…

She told me that it's my fault…

She never told me to ditch you to visit her…

She never made me choose between you or her.

All of that was my choice…

And I…

I completely fucked it up.

We had something…you and I…

I…I really liked you, Bubblegum…

I never wanted to make you mad or sad…

But by leaving you alone…

You're both…

I…

I'm so sorry…

Bubblegum…

I love you.

I love you, Bubblegum, and only you.

I just wanted you to know that, before we stop being friends…

I don't want us to stop being friends…

I'm sorry, princess…

I'm so sorry…

I cannot say sorry enough.

I'm the one who fucked up completely.

I'm the one who made you cry…

By not being there with you…

You're an important part of my life…

And I ignored you…

I…

I cannot forgive myself for that…

I want to apologize…

But I know you're not going to accept it…

So, I guess this is going to be our last letter to each other…

I'm sorry…

Bubblegum…

I love you…

And only you…

Love…

Finn.

P.S. I still have that lock of hair of yours…

I never lost it…

I kept it with me in my adventures, because it reminded me of you…

And why I live…

I never forgot you, princess…

I never forgot…

Sorry…