My second fanfic! In this story Hana is looking more like Nigou than herself on the manga and Vivi didn't go to the Demon world. Enjoy! :D
Disclaimer: I don't own Hana to akuma.
Being near him makes it hard to breath, just looking at his beautiful smile makes my heart skip a beat and when he touches my hand I feel like I'm going to faint. Who can faint from that little amount of touch?
Every day around him is a dream, yet it's like a nightmare. This feeling won't disappear from my chest. No matter how much I try to focus on this beautiful garden in front of me, his presence is just too overwhelming.
Since when have I started to think this way? Breathe Hana! Take a deep breath and calm yourself! He's getting closer and closer, what to do, what to do?
"Hi Vivi!" I say with a big smile on my face. Smiling is the best option to hide my thoughts. I hope he won't notice I'm blushing...
"Hana. How was your day at school?" He says, with his beautiful smile that makes my heart skip a beat.
"It was great! I learned many things and I played with my friends after the school ended. Sorry for being late again." My smile fades away. "I wanted you to be there..."
Vivi seems to notice the change in my behavior so I quickly add:
"Because you stay stuck here doing nothing! I wish you would come out more and have fun with us!" I say with a convincing smile. I truly wished he was there; every second without him is lonely.
"You know I don't like going out in sunny days and you should have friends of your age to play with".
I know hurting me wasn't his intention, but his words made me feel even lonelier. When will he understand that my friends aren't enough? I'm fifteen years old now and he still treats me like a child. Every time he touches me I shiver. It started one year ago when I found out I love him. Why am I feeling this way now? Love is complicated!
"I have lots of friends Vivi but still I'll never forget about you! Every day I think of you" A blush appeared in my cheeks when I realized what I had said. I rush inside the mansion to my bedroom, not giving him time to ask me what I meant. I can be so stupid sometimes! I almost confessed right there! Stupid me…
I know I shouldn't think this way. It's wrong and it makes me ashamed of myself. How can I see my Hana in lustful ways?
Her smile is so gentle and pure. Just being near her makes you feel at ease. I want her more, every day this want grows. Her presence and her smiles are addicting, and touching her makes me feel happy and comfortable. Too comfortable. There are times I can't control myself, like when she hugs me saying good night. I hug her back and I don't let go until I'm satisfied. She just stays there, in my embrace, as if expecting something more.
Today was the same, she got back from school and now she is at the garden.
I watch her from afar. She's smiling at the flowers, but her eyes shine in a way I had never seen before. An expression that makes me even more attracted to her, makes me want to stretch my hand and hold her against me. Control! Gathering all self control I have, I walk closer to her.
"Hi Vivi!" She says smiling to me like always.
"Hana. How was your day at school?" I asked her. What I really wanted to know was if any boy had confessed to her, or tried to flirt with her. Hana seems to be oblivious about the amount of boys attracted to her at school.
"It was great! I learned many things and I played with my friends after the school for being late again... I wanted you to be there" She stopped smiling for a second and then she regained her previous smile. Then she adds:
"Because you stay stuck here all day doing nothing. I wish you would come out more and have fun with us!" She can't fool me. I know she's sad, but why?
"You know I don't like going out in sunny days and you should have friends of your age to play with". I reply like I normally do. For some reason it makes her even sadder.
"I have lots of friends Vivi but still I'll never forget about you! Every day i think of you" A cute blush spread at her cheeks. She runs away towards the mansion.
"What the hell was that all about?" I asked myself all night. I barely got some sleep and it surprised me even more when Hana didn't show up to say good morning like she usually does. Was what I said really that bad?
I woke up from my dream. It had never been so vivid before. A blush spread on my cheeks when I remember it.
Vivi hugs her from behind and slowly kisses her neck.
"Vivi!Wh-What are you doing?".
He continues to kiss her while turning her to face his, their faces so close that she could feel his breath on her. He leans at her ear and whispers: "I'm just doing what you always wanted Hana. I'm doing what you desire and so do I" Then, he kisses her lips hungrily. She responds by kissing him back and throwing her arms around his neck.
Unfortunately I woke up at the best part… Wait! What am I thinking! Forget about it Hana, forget about it. It's just a dream! I get up quickly and change myself. The maids prepared me my breakfast and now I'm off to school.
I couldn't look into Vivi's eyes this morning. Usually I say good morning to him, but today I didn't, out of embarrassment. The dream continued flashing on my mind and the sensations still bothered me. I feel guilty now that I have done it.
What if he got angry with me, or worse, he got sad? I don't want to make him sad, but he can't know about my dream. What's making me this way? I love him! I'm supposed to be happy with just having him around me…right?
That's it! I hope you guys liked it! I don't know how many chapters this story will have but this is definitely not the end! No flames please. A little secret: Reviews makes me feel like writing and updating soon. lol
Ps: Poor Hana, she's so innocent!