What I See

A HariPo drabble

by mew-tsubaki

Note: The Harry Potter characters belong to J.K. Rowling, not me. A sad, Remmy look on the impossibility Jamus. Aww. ); Read, review, and enjoy!

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When I look into his eyes, I smile, even if my feelings are futile.

It isn't ever about wizards versus witches and it's never been that way. It's…It's a chemical reaction on an emotional level. It's the pull behind my navel any time he says my name and asks to pick my brain for my thoughts, and not someone else's. It's how my stomach flip-flops when I see even their hands nearing each other. It's the fear that constricts my throat when he nosedives to catch a bloody Quaffle on the Quidditch pitch.

It's very much like what James told us he feels for Lily.

I can grin darkly to myself, making that parallel, because no one will mind, and no one will even notice. No one's going to read Remus John Lupin's thoughts out of boredom or curiosity…well, Sirius might try, but he'd have to find the spell first, and anything that requires that much work isn't worth it in his book. So I'll lounge in the common room, and listen to his laugh meld with hers, while at the same time I'll lounge in my thoughts, and think of what could be if he'd only been a little bit different…a little like me.

He beckons me over to speak and I stand, pushing such thoughts aside.

When I look into his eyes, I smile, even if my feelings are futile…

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:( Awwr… So sad! Jamus is such a good pairing, though! Remus/James! It so totally beats Lily/James! Even though I love Remus/Sirius, too—Remus/James is awesome! Xo

Harry who? ;}

Thanks for reading and please review!

-mew-tsubaki :D