A/N: Last chapter of Save Me! *grins as face lights up* I'm so proud of myself! I kinda wanted this story done so I could continue with my other four (Soon to be five). I didn't need six on my shoulders! Well, I hope you enjoy fluff!

Chapter 6:

James sighed as he woke to the smell of Kendall.

He loved that smell.

No way could he describe it. It was too perfect.

It was his favorite smell.

He chuckled lightly as he felt Kendall groan. Looking up, he saw the blonde just now opening his bottle green eyes.

"James! It's too early to be up." He pouted and grumbled.

I smiled. "Come on! I'm hungry."

"Too bad!" He pulled me closer. "I'm too comfy to move."

James rolled his eyes and pried himself from Kendall's grip. "I'm getting breakfast. Feel free to come."

He heard Kendall groan again before he stepped out of the room, heading to the kitchen. He heard the shower go on and new that Kendall was in.

He entered he kitchen, pulling out the ingredients to make a bagel.

But then there was the knife.

Mocking him.

Calling him.

Use me, James…you know you want to…

He took a few deep breaths and gently cut the bagel in half.

He nicked his finger.

It felt so good.

No, James! Stop!

But it felt so nice…

The blade was nearing his wrist.


It won't hurt.

The blade was on his wrist.

He just needed to move it.

But could he do that to Kendall?

He didn't have time to answer his own question, because there was a pale hand grabbing the one holding the knife. It gently pried his fingers off of the beauty before pulling James to the living room.

Logan set the knife down on the counter before sitting James down.


James looked away.

"It's going to be hard, you're going to have relapses, but you need to try harder."

He swallowed. "I did try…"

"Not hard enough. Think of us, James, when you feel the urge. Think of Kendall. Think of how it's not going to do you any good."

He glared at him. "It does do well! It gets rid of all the pain!"

"And Kendall can't do that?"

James looked away.


James looked down.

"There are going to be plenty of slip ups. You're going to have to go through hell a little bit. But you're going to get better, James."

James nodded.

"If you ever have the urge, talk to one of us. We'll help you."

James' stomach growled. He gave no answer.

"I'll make you that bagel. Cream cheese or jam?"

James looked up. "Cream cheese."

Logan nodded and finished James' bagel, handing it to the boy.

"Thanks Logan."

"For what?"

James finally smiled. "For telling Kendall."

Logan smiled. "Just eat your bagel."

James finally laughed.

Oh how it felt good to laugh.

A/N: I know, short as hell. But it's an epilogue of sorts. Showing you all how James is going to slip up but will come through.

I hoped you all enjoyed the story! Thank you so much for reading it! I love you all!

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