A Logan Fanfic.
Logan sat in front of the piano. The pills were just losing their effects, he knew it because he had felt the rage towards blaine moments before by shouting at him. He handt meant to, mainly because he didnt like exposing his feelings and being vulnerable. But Blaine certainly didn't have to rub in his face the fact that he was dating Kurt
Logan's hands ran across the piano keys, softly he started playing a few notes and then his voice filled the room.
"Empty spaces fill me up with holes"
The thing was, that Blaine didn't rub it on his face on purpose, he knew it. As he also knew that in some way, Blaine was trying to protect him from the pain. Because that's what Blaine always tried to do.
"Distant faces, with no place left to go"
But still, even though Blaine tried to kindly tell Logan that he was now with Kurt and that he needed to back off, Logan knew there was no nice or kind way to put it.
"Without you within me, I can't find no rest, where I'm going, is anybody's guess"
He was broken, he had broke him and though Logan had tried to fight for him, there was no way of turning back, no rewind button, no undo command to what he had done.
" I tried, to go on like I never knew you"
Logans slicked back hair was now out of its place and touching his forehead and eyes, he couldn't care less, he was pouring his heart on this song.
"I'm awake, but my world is half asleep,"
He closed his eyes and tilted his head back. He needed him.
"I pray, for this heart to be unbroken, but without you all I'm going to be is..."
He opened his eyes, just to meet another pair of eyes that were looking directly at him, the young man in the picture that was hanging on his wall was smiling next to a happy Logan that had his arm around him.
Logan hated to admitt that he had reduced him to this.
"voices tell me I should carry on, but I am swimming, in an ocean all alone,"
He glanced at the photograph and thought about kissing those lips
"baby my baby is withern on your face, you still wonder, if we may have been mistaked"
There was another picture hanging out next to the first one, it showed the same background but there was a time difference, the guy next to Logan was smiling as well, a smile that could melt logans heart
"I tried to go on like I neve knew you, I'm awake but my world is half asleep."
He compared both photographs, both of them meant something to Logan, and both of them had changed him
"I pray for this heart to be unbroken but without you all I'm going to be is, incomplete"
He looked at the picture on the left
"I don't mean to drag it on"
He looked at the picture on the right
"but I can't seem to let you go"
He closed his eyes
"I don't wanna make you face this world alone"
"I wanna let you go alone"
Logan was really singing, finally breaking through the fog in his mind. He looked through the opened window, thinking about him and singing with everything he had
"I tried to go on like I never knew you, I'm awake, but my world is half asleep"
A single tear made its way down to Logan's cheek.
"I pray, for this heart to be unbroken but without you all I'm going to be is..."
As the song came to and end, logans patience did too. He got up and picked up his piano bench to smash it against the wall, tearing small pieces of it and breaking the bench in two. Like his heart.