Love That's a Lie
(Hey guys! I have never written a Nelena story before and I decided to. Enjoy! Review and tell me what you think!)
Nick pulled away. I looked at him and then heard the rain hit the roof and window harder.
"I need to go" I felt the tears again. He doesn't like me, he just feels sorry for me. I stood up and shoved my choir stuff in my backpack
"Selly-bear" This made me pause. I loved when he called me that.
"Nick, we both know that I don't deserve you. I know you don't like me. So please just leave me alone. I'll help you with Miley, but I don't like being hurt all over again everyday" I was now crying and he looked upset
Nick stood up and walked over to me "Selena, I-"
I turned away from him and then yanked the door open. I quickly ran downstairs and saw Danielle and Kevin sitting on the couch. I waved and kept my head down.
"Selo? What's wrong?"
I shook my head "Nothing," I sniffed "I'll see you later"
I ran out the door and into the pouring rain. Within seconds I was soaked. I heard Nick calling my name. I sprinted across the street and then hid behind a tree. Seconds later I watched his beat up truck speed by. I got out from behind the tree and continued to walk. I put my hood over my head and walked down the familiar roads.
I searched through my backpack, hoping to find an umbrella. I didn't found one after looking in every pocket. I sighed and then I continued to make my long journey to my house.
I'm about half-way there and then I heard a roar coming from behind me and I looked and saw Nick's car, pulling up to me. He parked close to the curb and then jumped out.
"Sel!" He screamed I could hear footsteps thundering on the pavement. I didn't stop. I stayed at my same pace until he finally caught up to me. He grabbed my arm and I stopped. "Sel, please?" I looked at him and that was a huge mistake. His soft brown eyes gave me a long lost puppy look. I pretty much melted into a puddle just to be washed away from the rain. "I didn't know you felt that way. Selena, please I don't want to just know you as my fake girlfriend. Selly, we used to best friends, I'm sorry"
Tears fell from my eyes and I felt like crap. "I'm sorry too, Nick" I wiped at my eyes. "I'm sorry I wasted your time. I'm sorry that I thought you could actually like me back. But I was wrong. You're a great guy, Nick, please don't lie about wanting to be my friend." I turned and started walking.
"And Selena you are a great girl, which is why I would never lie to you." He stood in front of me and placed his hand on my shoulder. "Selly-bear, I didn't waste my time. You're amazing"
"P-lease, just leave me alone" I sobbed. I was freezing and I wanted to go home. I walked past him and he grabbed my hand once again.
"Selena, you're freezing" He said.
"Leave me alone, Nick! Please!" I then start to run; I run out of his sight and then lean against a stop sign. I slid down and start sobbing.
Why does love hurt?
I watched Selena run away. I start to walk back to my truck but then I stop.
I lost her once, I'm not gonna lose her again.
I run over to my truck and get in. I drive in the direction she left in. I drive for a couple of minutes until I get to a stop sign. I push on my brakes and then I look at the stop sign. I look away and then do a double take. Selena?
I back up and then park on the curb. She hasn't looked up but I know it's her. She's shivering and her legs are pulled up to her chest.
I jump out of the car and open the passenger's door. I run up to her and crouch down beside her. She looks up at me. I feel pain wash over me. Her eyes are so beautiful normally, but right now they are filled with so much pain.
I slide my hand under her back and then my other arm under her legs. I stand up and pull her up with me. I start to carry her to the truck. I placed her in the passenger's seat and handed her the seatbelt. She grabbed it silently and buckled her seat belt. I slammed the door closed and jogged to the other side of the truck. I yanked the door open and climbed in. I shut the door and sighed. I glanced at Sel and saw she was still shivering.
I reached into the back and grabbed a old blanket and placed it on her lap. "I don't need a blanket"
"Yes you do" I argued
"Selly, I don't want you to get sick, because then I wouldn't be able to do this" I placed a finger under her chin and brought her lips to mine. I knew she was shocked, I honestly was too. I've kissed the girl I loved 2 times in about 20 minutes.
That's right, the girl I loved. I realized as I watched Selena run away from me that I loved her.
I pulled away and smiled at her. "I love you, Selly-bear"
I knew she couldn't help but smile back "I love you too, Nick" I go to kiss her again but then she pulls away "But we can't be together?"
"And why not?"
"You deserve much better. I'm not good enough and I don't deserve you" She looked in front of her and concentrated on the pounding rain.
"You're ridiculous!" I saw her scoff and I rolled my eyes. I started the truck and pulled out onto the road again. I started to drive toward her house and saw her slumping in her seat."Selly, why don't you believe me?"
"I never said I didn't believe you" She mumbled. "I just said that you deserved better"
"Nick, I want what's best for you"
"And I want the best for you" She smiled slightly. I grabbed her hand "I think you could do better than me, but I'm willing to give it a shot if it makes you happy" I rub my thumb over her smooth skin. "Selly-bear, will you please be my real girlfriend?
I see her smile, but she says nothing.
The rest of the ride was silent. Why hadn't she answered my question?
I pulled up to her house and it had finally stopped raining. I grabbed her bag form the back seat (I had grabbed it from my room when I was trying to find her) and handed it to her.
"Thanks" Selena smiled. I was about to ask her if she wanted to be my girlfriend again, but before I could, she leaned forward and kissed my cheek. "I'll see you tomorrow, boyfriend" She sent me a wink and then hopped out of the truck and shut the door. She walked up to her front door and opened it.
I smiled and let out a cheer. Selena Gomez is my girlfriend for real!