After two long days of searching for another hunt Dean and Lila were both exhausted so Dean pulled over at the first motel he saw so they could rest and figure out where to start looking next. Quiet was never a good thing in the hunter world but then again he gave them time to rest up for what was to come.

Dean and Lila walked into the room and sat the bags on the table, "What should we do now?"

"I don't know." Dean said and flopped on the bed and grabbed the remote.

Lila could tell something was up with him. There was a lot on his mind. He had even stopped bringing up their little deal. That was unlike him. "Ok well I think I am going to head out for a little while and ask around. Maybe I can find us a job to do."

"Whatever. I'll be here." Dean said as he flipped through the channels.

Lila said as she looked at him once more. Maybe time alone would do him so good.

After an hour of talking to some of the other angels and finding out there was nothing they could do right now Lila headed back to the motel. She decided to walk and give Dean a little extra time but as she is walking she could feel he was in pain and began to worry. She rushed back to the motel and when she got there she saw the lights were off, "Dean."

"What?" he asked.

Lila turned on the lights and saw Dean sitting at the table with an empty bottle of whiskey, "Dean what did you do?" she asked.

"Made myself feel better?" he smiled.

The closer she got to him the more she could feel his pain, "Talk to me."

"I don't want to talk. You're so damn smart….figure it out." Dean said

Lila got on her knees in front of him and cupped his face, "I'm here for you. Please just open up to me."

Dean grabbed her hands and took them off his face, "No." he said and got up from the chair, "I don't know what you want me to say? You want me to bitch and complain about my problems when you know what's going on out there. My brother is dead and there is not a damn thing I can do about it. I was doing just fine until you showered up. If you want to help me so damn bad then tell me….WHY ME? Why does this shit always happen to me? I lost my mother, my father, and now my brother. What the hell did I do that was so wrong? Tell me that." Dean said and turned but the bottle.

Lila got off the floor and walked over to him, "I don't have those kinds of answers. It just part of the plan I guess."

"Ok well then fuck the plan! I'm out. I don't want any part of this!" he yelled.

"You don't mean that." Lila said.

"Don't I?" Dean said and got in her face, "Tell me why the hell I should care what happened to other people? No one ever cared about me."

"I care about you! I always have!" Lila yelled.

"You're a fucking angel. You don't care about anyone. Isn't that a rule."

"Not for me. I care about you Dean! I want to help you. Let me."

"You want to help me? Then get the hell out." He said and pointed to the door.

"I'm not leaving you." She said she wanted him to know that she was not like everyone else. She was in this for the long run.

Dean gritted his teeth and grabbed her by the arms and slammed her into the wall. Lila looked into his eyes and could feel the pain he was feeling but she stayed strong. "Please don't push me away." Lila said.

Dean looked down at her and his heart began to race. The need for her was stronger and it was too much from him to control any longer. He needed her more than anyone at that moment. He leaned down and kissed her plump lips hard as his fingers tangled in her hair.

Lila knew she should stop this. It wasn't right. This was wrong and she knew it but the more they kissed the more she felt the pain in his slowly slip away and she knew she had to do this. Her job was to help him and that is what she was going to do. Even if that meant she had to sacrifice herself.

Lila pushed him away hard and Dean glared at her. Just when he thought she was going to slap him Lila pushed him over to the bed and Dean hit the mattress hard. Lila stripped off her clothing and just tried to clear her mind. If this was her last night on earth she was going to make the most of it. No turning back now.

Dean saw what she was doing and she smiled and sat up and pulled his shirt over his head and threw it on the floor. He jumped off the bed and pushed his jeans and boxers to the floor before grabbing Lila and throwing her on the bed and climbing on top of her, kissing her deeply once again.

Lila flipped them over to she was on top. "Fuck Lila you're so hot baby. "Dean said and grabbed her ass as she held her self above his cock. It was now or never.

She slowly lowered herself onto his cock. She groaned a little in pain, but kept going little by little. Dean felt her barrier and looked at her, "But I thought you said…"

"Shhh don't say anything. Please." She begged as she thrusted down onto him and yelped out in pain.

Dean groaned. She was so tight and warm. At last he was all the way inside her. She locked lips with him again and in between kisses whispered into his ear: "Fuck me hard, Dean." She knew that is what he wanted and that is what he needed. She was going to make him feel good.

Dean grabbed her ass and began pumping in and out of her pussy. She felt so good. She was still in a little bit of pain but Dean could tell that the pleasure was far more overbearing. She bit into his shoulder a little and moaned. Dean leaned up and began sucking on one of her nipples while he thrusted in and out.

"You like that, baby?" He asked.

All she could manage was a "Mmhmm..." as she rocked back and forth against him. She couldn't believe all the emotions, the pleasure running through her body right now. Their connection was growing and she felt it.

Dean wrapped his arms around her tight and rolled them over. He looked down into her eyes as he moved in and out of her slow but deep. Lila grabbed onto his shoulder and threw her head back as he thrusted in to the hilt, "Dean…"

"Ok baby?"

"M-More." She begged him. Dean smirked as his pace quickened. He wrapped her legs around him and fucked her hard and fast like she wanted. Lila was almost to the point of screaming as Dean pleasured her. She felt her orgasm building and she squeezed her eyes shut as she began to pant, "Dean….Dean…Oh…Dean."

"Cum for me, Lila. Want to feel you cum." He said. He was on the verge of losing it but he wanted to cum with her.

A few more hard thrust later Dean felt her walls clamp down around him and he grunted as he released inside of her.

Dean pulled out of her and rolled over next to her. They both lay there trying to catch their breath. Lila just lay there looking up at the ceiling. She knew what was coming and there was nothing else she could do.

Later on that night Lila rolled over and saw Dean fast asleep next to her. She climbed out of the bed and slipped back into her clothes. She quietly walked out of the room and closed the door behind her. She leaned against the wall and closed her eyes, "How long have you been here?" Lila asked and turned to see Cas standing next to her.

"Long enough. I guess you know why I'm here." Cas said.

"Yeah but I did what I had to do. I couldn't help it."

"No you made a choice and unfortunately you are going to have to deal with the consequences of your actions."

Lila closed her eyes and took a deep breath, "How long?"

"A few hours maybe. I just came to warn you."

"He needs me." Lila said.

"Yes but you crossed the line."

"I can't leave him alone. I won't do that." She said.

"That is not for me to decide or you. We have rules….we have orders. You knew this."

"Yeah I did and in my eyes I did nothing wrong and I will stick to that."

"I'm sorry Lila I really am."

"No you're not." She said, "But I do understand. There is just one more thing I need to do because I came here to do a job and I am going to fix Dean."

"How?"

"There is something he needs and I need your help. I'm begging you here Cas. Help me do this one last thing. Please." Cas looked into her eyes and they had been through a lot together. The least he could do was help her one last time.

*Short but sweet : ) Please review!