The first time I saw Naruto was my first week of university. I had been so nervous that I hid on the hall way where they rockers and the emo's were.

I remember the first time I saw him, he's beautiful blue eyes just took my breath away. I had to do everything in my power not to stare at him for too long.

I sat in the cold floor with my computer surfing through the internet, while I silently watched him. I remember how he smiled softly when he sat down in front of me.

That smile made my cheeks grow hot and pink while I felt butterflies in my tommy. That was something I hadn't felt since I was young… well younger, I'm only 18.

I glance at him once again and wonder how old was the guy just to be stared at again. I quickly looked down at my computer and started to type.

"Ummm hey!" I heard some whispered loudly. Since I was new I decide that no one was calling me, I knew no one for all my friend had gone to different college while I was on this one alone. "Excuse me friend" The voice said again.

Being curious as I am, I looked up and saw that the handsome guy was looking at me and was in fact talking to me.

"Can I borrow your phone?" He asked. He smiled at me and my whole inside melt.

"uhhhhhhh" I mumbled as I scrambled to take my phone away from the USB that was connected to it and gave it to him.

"Thanks" He smiled and started to dial.

"You know what would be real funny?" I heard my voice asked.

"What?" I asked myself.

"IF HE RAN WITH YOUR NEW PHONE!" the voice yelled. I quickly panicked but I looked up at the man and he was still standing in front of me, looking at me smiling.

I watched as I ended the call and watched him as he inspected my phone. "Hmmm HTC… which one is this?" He asked, sitting down beside me. I could feel my heart rate going faster but I kept my actions in control… as much as I could.

"It's the hero" I whispered. He grinned and handed back my phone.

"You know this phone is really good. I was thinking of buying one for myself… is it any good?" He asked.

"Ummm yes" I said.

"Because I don't have a phone right now" He sigh and then grinned. "Two weeks ago I got wasted with my buddies and when I got home I had no phone, so now I have to wait until I get some money to get a new phone" He finished his story with another smile.

I stared at him, blankly. I was never good with new people, especially if they were smoking hot! I just stood there staring at him like some kind of idiot.

"So, see you later!" He grinned and walked away.

"Stupid stupid stupid!" I flinched.

"Real smooth" the voice said enjoying my stupidity.

"Shut up" I glared into space and went on to writing.

I saw him two weeks later, walking around in circle in the same hallway. What struck me the most that time was that he had Spiderman boxers and he was showing them to the whole world.

"He's so cute" I whispered to myself.

"Why don't you give him a chance?" The voice said with a dark chuckled.

"And risk of getting to know me and know what a freak am I?" I sigh. "No way. Now shut up and leave me alone!" I shook my head.

As much as I would like to get to know the guy and maybe date like the rest, I knew I couldn't. My life isn't normal. If people knew the real me, they would be all far away.

I just need to live with the fact that my secret will hunt me forever.