Goodbye Lullaby

(I don't know anything. Avril Lavigne has rights to the song and JKR has rights to the characters)

Harry remembered when he, Ron, and Hermione had left the Burrow at Fleur and Bill's wedding. He remembered trying to run after Ginny, but Hermione stopping him. Harry remembered saying goodbye in his mind

Goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye, my love

Harry knew he couldn't stay and protect her, he had to hunt the Horcruxes in order to make her safe. He wished he would make it out alive, or at least see her lovely face before he left the world.

Harry knew he couldn't help what was going on. All he could do was continue to look for Voldemort's broken soul

I can't hide
Can't hide
Can't hide what has come.
I have to go, I have to go, I have to go
And leave you alone

Harry hated leaving her alone. He hated leaving her pretty much defenseless. He wished Mrs. Weasley wouldn't let her return to Hogwarts. Harry didn't know what was going to happen, but he knew since Dumbledore was dead and Voldemort had the Ministry, he would obviously have Hogwarts as well.

But always know, always know, always know
That I love you so
I love you so
I love you so
Oh

Harry never got to say goodbye to her. They had to leave so suddenly. Harry needed her to make it through it, he needed to tell her he loved her, he needed to.

Goodbye, brown eyes
Goodbye for now
Goodbye, sunshine
Take care of yourself

Ginny had the most beautiful brown eyes. She had a spirit like a flame. Never dying. Never giving up hope. Harry wished she could be here to cheer him up, but he knew she couldn't come, it was much too dangerous.

I have to go, I have to go, I have to go
And leave you alone
But always know, always know, always know
That I love you so, I love you so, oh.
I love you so.
Oh.

Harry lay awake one night, just thinking. 'Ginny, I had to go, it was the only way' Harry knew he was going to sleep that night. He tossed and turned. Finally, he started to hum a lullaby in his head. He had heard it when he was a year old, Harry doesn't know how he remembered it, but he did.

La lullaby. Distract me with your eyes.
La lullaby. la lullaby. Help me sleep tonight.
La lullaby (la lullaby, la lullaby)
I have to go
I have to go
I have to go
And leave you alone

Everywhere Harry went, he always had Ginny on the back of his mind. Was she okay? Was she going to make it? Was he himself going to make it? Would they be able to get married, have children, and grow old together?

Harry didn't have an answer to any one of these questions; he knew he had to keep trying. At the moment, the only thing that was keeping him alive was knowing he would make everyone safe, he would make Ginny safe.

But always know, always know, always know
That I love you so
I love you so
(Goodbye)
(Lullaby)
I love you so
(Goodbye)
(Lullaby)
I love you so
(Goodbye)
(Lullaby)
I love you so
(Goodbye)
(Lullaby)
I love you so
I love you so

As Harry finally started to drift off to sleep, he thought of her deep brown eyes boring into his green eyes.

Goodbye, brown eyes
Goodbye my love

(I feel in love with this song and I realized that It would fit this situation perfectly!)