Kurt couldn't believe that he and Blaine were going to have sex for the first time, not just for them as a couple, but each of them. It was a big step and they both knew it.
Kurt had worn the tightest pair of jeans known to man to dinner and Blaine couldn't keep his hands from roaming over the swell of Kurt's ass and rubbing against him in a delicious way that had both boys moaning and tearing their clothes off.
Not that it was such a spur of the moment thing. Both of them knew it was coming; it was just the next step, a natural progression of their relationship. That didn't mean that either of them was any less nervous. If anything, it only heightened the tension in their relationship. Each touch had gone from sweet and familiar to electrifying, leaving a fiery tingle in its wake.
Kurt was ready, he was so ready, to share that connection with Blaine, to give himself fully to the boy he loved, the boy who loved him. Which is why when they found themselves on the bed, naked, and Blaine was laughing at him it hurt more than he could bear.
Still naked, he rolled away from Blaine's touch, his head just barely over the edge of the bed. Hot tears stung his eyes and he shied away as Blaine tried to rub his back.
"Hey, hey, Kurt. What's going on?" Blaine's voice teetered on the edge between lust and worry. Kurt gripped the pillow beneath his head, refusing to look at Blaine.
"You. You laughed at me," Kurt choked out. A soft smile spread across Blaine's face and he ran his fingertips along Kurt's spine.
"I wasn't laughing at you," Blaine admitted. Kurt rolled over to face him, confusion gracing his delicate features. "Well, I was, sort of."
"Oh great," Kurt huffed and made to roll away from Blaine again, but Blaine pressed a firm hand on Kurt's hip, keeping him in place.
"You were just…you were making those faces again."
"My sexy faces?"
"Yes," Blaine chuckled and Kurt really tried to get away from him.
"I'm so glad that you find me so deeply unappealing that you can just laugh in my face about it."
"That's not...Kurt. That's not what I'm trying to say. Of course I find you appealing. I'm in your bed, naked, giving you my virginity. I love you and I do think you're sexy," Blaine explained.
"But you don't like my sexy faces," Kurt pointed out, still not buying what Blaine's selling.
"Kurt, you don't even realize." Blaine brushed back some hair from Kurt's forehead. "You don't have to try to be sexy, okay?" He leaned down pressing a kiss to Kurt's cheek, moving his lips over Kurt's mouth.
His tongue swiped over Kurt's lips and they opened just enough to grant Blaine entrance. Blaine rolled on top of Kurt, grinding his erection into Kurt's hip.
"You feel that, Kurt?" Blaine rolled his hips into Kurt's again, eliciting a moan from the boy beneath him. Kurt nodded his head feverishly and pulled Blaine into a heated kiss. Blaine moved his lips over Kurt's ear. "That's because of you," he whispered. "You don't have to try to be sexy, you just are, just by being you."
Blaine pressed a kiss to Kurt's forehead.
"Never forget that okay?" Blaine stared at Kurt as though his very well being depended on Kurt's answer.
"Never," Kurt managed to whisper back and he never would.