A/N: Sorry for taking so long on stories, I've been sick. Still am sick actually, just thought that the few people who followed my stories would like a new one.

Summary: oneshot, songfic. It's about Edward and Jasper. Kinda ignores the books. Actually, completely ignores the books.


One more kiss could be the best thing
But one more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting
And you're not something I deserve

No, I don't deserve him, Edward thought, watching Jasper. He's beautiful, and perfect, but in love. He has his Alice, and as much as I love him I can't make them breakup.

Edward had watched Jasper for a long time. Always admiring from afar, but he knew that they had no chance. Jasper and Alice had come together, and they couldn't be broken up. They were mates after all.

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
This seems real to me

Every smile Jasper sent his way put Edward in a good mood. No matter how crappy of a day it had been, as soon as Edward saw that smile he was immediately happy. And hearing that southern twang was a treat. Even though Jasper didn't talk much, his words were Edward's drug. They were better then blood to him.

You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
You love me but you don't know me
So let me go, let me go

Everyday Edward wished for the same thing. He knew that he was loved by Jasper, but not the way he wanted. Edward wanted so much more, he wanted Jasper to think of him the way he thought of Alice. No matter what was going on, everytime Edward read Jaspers thoughts they always revolved around Alice. Alice, Alice, Alice, the perfect little pixie.

I'll be the one on his mind if he gives me the chance, Edward thought one day, watching the family get ready for a hunting trip. I know it, all I need is the chance to prove to Jasper that he does love me, or at least he would, if only he knew me.

I dream ahead to what I hope for
And I turn my back on loving you
How can this love be a good thing
When I know what I'm going through

Whats going on? Edward asked himself. It hurts so much to love him, I need to move on.

Even with this in mind, and all of his dreams ahead of him, Edward couldn't completely stop lovig Jasper. He knew that the love was destructive, and that it was unlikely Jasper would return the feelings, but he couldn't help it. He could only look away for so long.

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
This seems real to me

You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
You love me but you don't know me
So let me go, just let me go

Everthing was getting so hard, Edward knew that things would eventually come crashing down if he didn't leave for a bit. So that's just what he did, left for a week. He'd be back, but he needed to leave for a bit and straighten out his thoughts.

And no matter how hard I try
I can't escape these things inside
I know
When all the pieces fall apart
You will be the only one who knows
Who knows

Edward felt it as soon as he got home. Jasper knew something, but nobody would say what. Sometimes it seemed like he knew Edwards secret, others nothing seemed different at all.

Hmmm, I'll just have to watch closer, Edward decided.

You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know Who I am
So let me go
Just let me go

And you love me but you don't
You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't know who I am
And you love me but you don't
You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't know me

Edward heard the door click shut behind him quietly.

"Can I help you?" He murmured, knowing his brother would hear him.

"Yes, you can," the voice shocked Edward, making him turn quickly.

"What do you need Jasper?" he asked warily.

"I need you to kiss me. I've been wanting you for so long," Jasper said, stepping closer. "And I know you want the same, I know how much you love me."

"How did you know?"

"Alice. She had a vision just after we met. And even though you hide it well, your emotions are everywhere whenever you see me."

"Then shut up and kiss me," Edward said, kissing Jasper eagerly.


A/N: Hehe, they needed fluff somewhere. Not much, but I think its cute.