Bella's POV

It all started with that damn letter! I knew in my heart that I loved Edward and that I wanted to become a vampire and spend the rest of eternity with him. Now why did Jacob have to make me doubt all of that. He just had to go and kiss me like that, and then say goodbye, for real this time…

I'm sittin' here in some shaggy motel somewhere in Canada… Because that's where Jacob was known to be, last time the pack was in contact with him. You wanna know how I got here instead of being on my honeymoon with Edward? Let me start by taking you back to the evening before my wedding…

I was sitting in my room thinking about the wedding and Jacob and everything that's happened lately, when my phone rang. It was Alice.

"Hey Alice."

"Hey Bella, you want me to come over? We'll have our own little bachelorette party?"

"Alice, that sounds like a lot of fun, but being that it's probably the last night I get to spend with my dad, I'm gonna pass. I was thinking about cooking some dinner and watching a movie with him, you know kind of as a last goodbye.."

"Oh Bella, that sounds great. He'll love it, I'm sure."

"I hope so. I don't think he's ever going to forgive me for what I'm about to do.."

"Bella, he loves you more than life itself, I think he would forgive you for just about anything. Hey…not to tear up old wounds or anything, but…. have you heard anything from Jacob yet?"

"No, he's still missing. I heard my dad and Billy talk on the phone yesterday. Of course my dad doesn't know the full story, so he just keeps on looking for him like he would every other missing person. The problem is, that not even the pack knows whether it's a person or a wolf they have to look for. They kind of think that he's traveling in his human form now, cause they haven't been able to contact him for a while. And he wouldn't be able to tune them all out for so long. The last time they heard anything from him, he was in Canada. That's where the trail ends. This was a week ago, when me and my dad where with Billy. When my dad was gone for a moment, Billy told me everything that my dad couldn't hear. I really hope he's ok. I kind of miss him…"

"I'm sorry for the way things worked out Bella… We all are."

"Yeah, I know. It's ok, it's not your fault. Hey Alice, I'm gonna go. I think I better start getting diner ready so, I'll see you tomorrow?"

"Yeah, I'm coming over first thing in the morning to help you get ready. See you tomorrow. Sleep tight Bella."

"Yeah, thanks. Goodnight. My love to all of you."