"Ianto's gone Jack and there's nothing I can do to bring him home. I'm sorry."

Those were the last words I ever heard Gwen Cooper say. I haven't seen her in almost a year, but I can't get her voice out of my head. One part of that sentence keeps coming back, no matter how hard I try to forget it.

Just one part.

I'm trying not to let it consume me, but it doesn't help that I'm alone now.

No more Tosh or Owen. No more Suzie or Gwen. No more Doctor.

The most importantly, oh, so important;

No more coffee. No more suits.

No more him.

Just so there is no confusion, all of these chapters are pages in Jacks journal unless stated otherwise.