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Insanely In Love
Brooke is lying in her bed flipping through channels, it's not that there is nothing to watch but her mind just won't focus on anything. Finding out that your boyfriend cheated on you with your best friend will do that to you, finally she landed on Breakfast Club, with a smile she stayed on that channel. Just as that smile graced her face; it was gone just as fast when she heard the familiar ring tone she set for her best friend.
"For a fake blond, she's pretty slow" Brooke opened up her bed side draw and tossed the phone in, she shut it and turned her attention back to the TV.
Once again the ringtone went off and Brooke let out a sarcastic laugh, she turned up her TV loud enough to block the sound out.
Peyton tossed her phone down on her bed before throwing herself on it too; she covered her face with her hands as an attempt to stop the tears. Peyton knew she screwed up with Brooke, but she wanted nothing more than to explain to her why. She missed Brooke so much, they were always around each other 24/7 and now she suddenly had no one or at least she felt like it. Peyton knew she had Lucas, but she didn't want him, Lucas wasn't Brooke and that's who she wanted. Deep down she knew why she started this thing with Lucas and now it was time that she explained to Brooke why, weather Brooke wanted to listen or not Peyton was going to explain.
Jumping up from the bed, Peyton grabbed her car keys and left her house.
Brooke heard her door open, turning her attention from the TV she looked over to her doorway and saw Peyton standing there, she shook her head before turning off the TV and standing up on the other side of her bed with her hands on her hips.
"I cannot believe that you actually came here, after all these years you still manage to surprise me with how STUPID you can be." Brooke knew the words hurt Peyton, good she deserved it after all the hurt she put Brooke through.
"Well you weren't picking up your phone…" Suddenly Peyton felt very small in front of Brooke.
"So you thought it would be smart to come here? Wow, I thought you were a fake blond." Brooke crossed her arms and leaned against her wall, looking everywhere but at Peyton.
"I want to talk to you Brooke-"
"I DON'T WANT TO TALK TO YOU" Finally looking at Peyton and for the first time she saw fear in her eyes, internally Brooke regretted making her feel like that but she sure as hell wasn't going to let it show. "I'm done with you Peyton, done, that's why I'm not picking up the phone or answering the texts, okay? I trusted you more than anyone Peyton and you stabbed me in the back, you knew what he meant to me and you still chose him over us." Brooke had to look away again in order to not cry.
"I'm sorry Brooke, I'm so sorry" Peyton let her tears go, she started to make her way to Brooke but stopped when Brooke held a hand out.
"No, you don't get to be sorry, because you looked me in the eye and led me to believe that you were my best friend. You don't get to be sorry, because you still did it knowing that I loved him so much" Brooke finally let her tears go as well. "God, I hate feeling like this and I hate that you're the reason why, I don't get it Peyton do you really love him that much to betray our friendship?"
"No" That brought a look of confusion on Brookes face, Peyton finally had her chance to explain and she wasn't going to let it go. "I love you Brooke and not love you because you're my best friend kind of love, I'm in love with you."
"What? I...What?" Brooke could not believe what she was hearing.
"I'm in love with you, insanely in love with you actually" Peyton looked away and started to wipe her tears away.
"I didn't even know you were gay" Peyton shook her head with a small smile.
"That's really all you got from that Brooke? I'm not gay" Brooke shook her head, confusion still filled her eyes.
"You just said you were into girls" Peyton shook her head again.
"Not girls Brooke, girl, you, just you" Peyton let out a small laugh. "I guess you could say that I'm bi-Brooke"
"This doesn't make sense Peyton; you fooled around with Lucas behind my back. Why would you do that if you love me?" Brooke really didn't see this coming.
"I did it because I couldn't have you and Lucas could" Brooke shook her head in disbelief.
"You split us up because you're jealous of what we had? Peyton, I LOVE HIM" Once again making Peyton jump.
"Yeah and I love you Brooke" Peyton ran a hand through her hair.
"You, you need to leave" Peyton looked back at Brooke, Brooke kept her head down.
"Brooke please, I want to work this out with you, I don't care if I don't get to have you as anything else but I want my best friend back" Brooke shook her head, tears welling up once again.
"I'm not bi-Peyton, I'm still in love with Lucas" Brooke wrapped her arms around herself as if protecting herself.
"Fine, so be in love with him, I just want you back in my life" Peyton stepped closer to Brooke, ignoring the fact that Brooke took a step back.
"How can I ever be friends with you Peyton? You just told me that you broke Lucas and I apart because you wanted me, how do I know that you won't do it again?" Brooke ran her own hand through her hair.
"I would never do anything to hurt you again Brooke, I am so sorry" Peyton started to break down again. "I love you"
"I don't love you Peyton, not like that" No matter how many times Brooke said it, it still hurt to know that she didn't feel the same way. "You need to leave Peyton"
"Okay" Peyton started to make her way to the door, before leaving she turned back once again. "I miss you Brooke, I need you in my life because you mean the world to me…you always have, I love you B. Davis"
Brooke didn't look up till she was sure that Peyton was away from her doorway, as soon as she looked up the tears came down and the sobs broke out.
Peyton sat down in her car; she paced her hands on to the steering wheel before breaking down. She didn't know what she expected from telling her this, but she hoped for something better than this.
A/N: This is my first OTH fic, so I hope you guys loved it, PLEASE let me know what you thought of it so far through reviews. Love, forever and always.