What Hurts The Most

Author's Note: OK Ladies and Gentlemen! I attempted to do a love triangle piece between Edward/Bella/Carlisle and decided to pull it after getting a few nasty reviews for just being creative. I'm going back with one of my favorite subjects to write on and that's the very sexy La Push boys. Now through out the Twilight movies I always rooted for Bella to come to her senses and head Jake's way but sadly that never happened (don't get me wrong Rob Pattinson is fine as hell but I kind of liked the chemistry better between the characters of Bella and Jacob). I think I am going to dig deeper into that. I may upset a few people with later events in this story but please keep in mind that it is just a story and I will be doing it all human and a bit OOC.

This story will be based on the song and music video for "What Hurts the Most" by Rascal Flatts (a total tear jerker when it comes to videos in my opinion). I think everyone has had the experience once or twice where they have so much to say to someone but they never get the chance, that's basically what this is about and that dreadful feeling of "What if".

Plot: Bella live in Forks with her parents Charlie and Renee, her father is chief of police. She meets Jacob one day while on a beach trip with friends in La Push and they immediately hit it off and start dating. Things begin to get serious between Bella and Jacob, much to Charlie's disapproval. When Charlie decides to step in and put his foot down Bella is left with so much to say to Jacob and no way to tell him the truth. What do you do when you have so much to say and you never can? And what if you will never know what could have been when your future is basically ripped away from you?

Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight or it's characters, that honor belongs to Stephanie Meyer. I would also like to add that this is all for fun and not intended to offend or upset anyone. Thank you for Reading and Reviewing!


Bella's POV

What do you do when you love someone more than life itself and you don't see anyone but them in your future? What do you do when you never get the chance to tell them the truth? Or that they would be leaving you with a gift they never knew they gave you because you never had the chance to get it out in the open? I know all too well what that feels like.

My name is Bella Swan and Jacob Black was all of that and more to me and I never got the chance to tell him the truth even though he told me that he saw me in his future. And now here I am sitting in my bedroom crying myself to sleep because I never got to tell him just what he meant to me and how much I still see him in my future even though he is gone now and he will never know.

I'd like to say that I blame my father for him leaving the way that he did but I really didn't do anything to fight it either. After he left I yelled and screamed at my father until I was in tears but the truth it I should have chased after him and tried to tell him the truth before letting Charlie rip the only man that I will ever love from my life forever.

Having so much to say and watching him walk away never knowing what could have been and not seeing that loving him was what I was trying to do is was TRULY hurts the most. This is our story.