It had been a couple weeks since Megan had come back to the McGowan house, it seemed so far that the boys were actually getting use to her being around, almost all of them anyway. The only one that was really keeping any distance from her was Finn and she couldn't understand why. After Doug told her how hurt he was she thought there might actually be something between them but now she wasn't so sure. Megan had been spending a lot of time over at Aimee's since there was so much tension between her and Finn, she just though it was better if she got away.
"I just don't understand what happened" Megan said "He seemed like he liked me, I don't think he would have kissed me if he didn't have some kind of feeling for me, would he have?"
"I really don't know, boys are so confusing" Aimee answered Megan's question "That's just like Miller he seems to like me, we've been talking a lot, well a lot for Miller anyway, I think we've made a connection but he won't ask me on a date or anything"
"I'm starting to wonder if it's boys in general, or just the McGowan boy," Megan said laughing.
"You may have a point," Aimee agreed.
They just sat there and laughed for about five straight minutes, she didn't know what she'd do without Aimee, she was truly her best friend, she still talked to Tracy but not like she use to. She thought since her and Tracy had been closer than she had been with any of her other friend's that they would have stayed in touch longer. It had only been two months and they only talked once a week now.
"You know what you need to do" Aimee said picking up where they left off.
"When you get home tell him you need to talk and don't take no for an answer" Aimee continued.
"I should, shouldn't I?" Megan replied.
Megan decided Aimee was right, she didn't need to go around not knowing anymore, when she got back they were going to have a talk and she was going to know once and for all, what was going on between them even if it was nothing at all.
"This is why I need you" Megan hugged Aimee.
Megan got home around 6pm, she knew it was dinnertime and there was no way he could avoid her there. She figured after they ate that's when she'd confront him, she hoped anyway. Regina had made pork chops for dinner, which made it a little harder to real fast but she ate as fast as she possibly could. There was no way that she was going to let Finn finish first and take off somewhere. When he was finished he took his plate in the kitchen, dumped it, and then headed upstairs Megan followed right behind, when he reached his room that's when she started talking.
"Can we talk" Megan said nervously.
"Sure, come in" Finn said while walking into his room, Megan followed right behind him and closed the door behind her. Finn went and sat on the bed "so."
"What's going on?" Megan got right to it.
"What do you mean?" Finn said trying to sound confused.
"Alright sorry, look the truth is after you left I was so mad I couldn't believe that you'd just leave like that" Finn started explaining.
"I though you'd be happier with me gone" Megan started getting emotional.
"Really Megan, you thought I'd be happier" he started getting upset "you knew exactly how I felt about you"
"Well yea I knew but then you started acting so differently so I really didn't know anymore"
"I know I did and I'm sorry about that, but I realized that if everyone knew we were together it wouldn't work out, I just seen so many problems that we would have, the main one being because of us living together, you seen how my parents acted with just one kiss how do you think they would act if we were to get together?" Finn explained.
"Alright, you do make a good point but Finn that don't stop the way I feel about you" she moved closer to the bed.
"That's actually another reason I've been staying away, I was trying to see exactly how I felt about you, I didn't know if I was just excited about having a girl living with us or if I truly cared about you" He was staring her straight in the eyes.
"So how close are you to determining which it is?" She sat down next to him on the bed.
"I knew the answer along time ago I guess I was hoping it was different, not that I don't want to care about you but I don't this to be ruined when everyone…"
"We don't have to" Megan interrupted him.
"What" He said confused.
"We don't have to tell anyone, it can be our secret" She loved the sound of that, their secret.
"Really, do you think that could work" Finn moved closer to her until their hands were touching.
"Yea, I do" She was starting to shake.
"This means no one can know, not even our friends you know if my brothers find out, everyone will know including my parents" He was moving his face closer to hers as he was talking.
"Uh-huh" She went in for the kiss as soon as their lips touched she felt like she was on fire.
They kissed a few times but Megan knew that she was going to have to get going soon so she pulled away.
"I gotta go," She said while still kissing him.
"Alright" He kissed her again "remember you can't say anything to anyone"
When she walked out of his room she felt like the happiest person ever. She knew she was grinning ear to ear and was glad no one was in the hallway. When she walked into her room she noticed there was a text was Aimee.
Aimee- What happened? You better text me as soon as you get this.
Megan knew she told Finn she wouldn't say anything to anyone about them but she really needed to talk to someone and she figured that this isn't actually saying anything its writing.
Megan- We kissed a lot.
Aimee- What, you better tell me EVERYTHING!
So she did, she went through everything that was said and done but she also made sure that Aimee knew she couldn't say anything about them to anyone. Megan was pretty sure that Aimee was about excited as she was, she though that was because it gave her hope that maybe Miller would turn around to.
The next couple weeks were really good between Megan and Finn, anytime they were able to be together they were and when they weren't they were texting. There would be times when they were in the same room and would text because they knew they couldn't talk like they wanted to openly. Somehow no one seemed to notice that anything was going on between them, at least no one acted like they knew and with the McGowan boys Megan took that for no one had a clue because they wouldn't be able to keep their mouths closed.