Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight, but Stephenie Meyer does.
A dark room. The walls were glistening from its fresh coat of glossy dark purple. The too small curtains over the windows let some sunlight through. It dried the cold tears on my face. It warmed the forty degrees room, I didn't have it in me to care that it was invading my space. Sitting on my bed with my face down, I slowly died inside. The sadness slowly ate away all my happy emotions and left aching depression in their place. A sickly small smile pulled at my unused mouth muscles. My vision became watery and I felt beads of moisture cascade down my face. They let go some of the sadness but brought it back with renewed pressure. I felt the top of my head start to go numb. It had been doing that a lot lately. I didn't think it was serious but I wouldn't know. I could have some deathly brain tumor forming in my brain, but so what? If I died no one would care. I was unwanted. Death would just end the pain.
I welcomed death now like a grandmother would her favorite grandson. I had been so foolish to fear death in my earlier days. But then again I never knew it would become the one thing I wanted most in this cruel world. I didn't try to kill myself, for a fear of getting caught and being sent to a mental hospital where 'special friends' would try to cure me of my 'illness'. I wasn't sick. I just wanted freedom.
My tears stopped a long time later. When, I actually didn't know. It could have been of hours, minutes, or days. I had no clock to burden me with the nuisance that was time. I had once heard someone say 'Time waits for no one.' It didn't forget anyone either. I had looked at that clock and saw everything that broke me. I saw all the opportunities that I could have a chance at. I never fully had a chance.
I was blinded by motivational speeches, encouraging people, and the sudden attitude to better myself.
I was an unwanted, emotionally abused, and a worthless individual.
Until I was kidnapped by Edward Cullen.
So this is the first chapter to 'A Lovely Surprise'. This is for you Helperwithstories-Twinerd1243. She has the most amazing plots ever!