Im sorry for taking forever to update please forgive i just wrote this today. I had really bad writers block. Anyway enjoy.


I watch the blurry

figures on the

television

screen.

A man

claims

to have

died

and seen

heaven.

He is

crying.

I can imagine

how he must

feel.

To have heaven

dancing at

the

tip

of your tongue.

So

close.

Just enough

to get

a

taste.

Heavenly

You feel like

flying. To

be snatched

down

from that

high.

That

delicious

feeling.

A normal person

would have

cried.

Hence why I

did

not.

Sadness

Anger

Bitterness

I do not

feel any of those.

I feel cold.

Frozen

Men and women

draped in white

coats walk

in

and

out

of my room.

Checking my temperature

or something

like

that.

I don't know know

how many

come and

go.

I stopped counting a

while

ago.

None of the

faces

familiar.

Not a

family member

friend

or

even

associate.

I am

the

only

patient

without

a

visitor.

Not that

it

bothers

me.

It has

been like this

for

years.

My attempts

to get

closer

to

my

escape.

Ending in

failure.

Remaining

prisoner

shackled

to the

empty

shell

they call a

body.

They confine

me within these

same

white walls

once

again.

For

days.

Then

I go

home.

Except this

time.

I cannot

go

home.

Rehab

They

say

it will make

me

better.

Don't they

know

better is no

longer

an

option

for

people

like

me.

One of my

nurses blush

telling me

she wouldn't

mind seeing

my

handsome

face

again.

Just not

blue from

hypothermia.

The other

nurses are

gossiping.

I try hard

not to

listen.

I still

hear bits

and pieces.

Did you hear?

Blood

everywhere.

Nearly

sliced

her

wrist

off.

Hinata

Hyuuga

I shift

on my side

to block

out the

chatter.

Nonsense

But I

can't

help but

wonder.

If she

felt as

excited

as

I was

flying

closer

to

my

escape.

Did she

relish

the feeling

as the blood

left her

body.

The high.

Euphoria

Intoxicating

I suppose it

does not

matter.

Our paths

will never

cross.

Fate has

never

been on

my

side.

Still the name

lingers in some

far

corner on my

mind.

Hinata

Hyuuga