I looked around my room for my Cell phone. Today was the first time I had lied to Sesshomaru about studying, I was actually going on a date with a demon from my school, Koga. Sesshomaru wasn't even my father and he worried about me far too much. I looked out of the window and saw Koga in his car waiting for me.
I ran down the stairs and silently snuck out the front door. I had no idea where Sesshomaru was, he was probably in his study like usual.
"Hey Koga," I gasped trying to catch my breath.
"Why were you sneaking out?" He asked me raising one eyebrow. I blushed and rolled my eyes.
"Because…Sesshomaru worries about me way too much," I said rolling my eyes. Koga looked at me for a while and before I could even register it he pecked me on the lips. My eyes were wide open. I pulled away and he gave me his signature smirk. "What was that for?" I asked putting my hand to my lips. I could still feel his kiss on them.
"I just wanted to kiss you, I always have," I blushed at his adorable answer. He was so cute but definitely not as hot as Sesshomaru. I internally slapped myself for thinking about Sesshy that way.
"Let's go," I decided to say after a minute. I didn't want to ruin the moment by thinking about Sesshomaru.
He started to drive and I was thinking about what Sesshomaru would do when he realized that I wasn't studying with Kagome. Koga parked the car and he opened my door and took my hand.
During the movie my mind was on Sesshomaru the whole time, Sesshy this Sesshy that. I was getting annoyed with myself if that was even possible.
After the movie when Koga dropped me off, I took my heels off and held them so they wouldn't make a sound and I snuck into the house and was about to climb the stairs when I heard something and I screamed and dropped my shoes.
Sesshomaru was sitting on the couch and staring at me.
"Hi Sesshomaru…" I muttered quietly.
"Where were you?" He asked me standing up and raising an eyebrow.
"I was studying with Kagome, remember?" I said as strongly as I could.
"I think I would remember if Kagome was a wolf youkai," Sesshomaru said in his regular emotionless voice.
"Oh crap," I yelled hitting my head remembering that Inu-youkai had an extremely good sense of smell. I hated it when he was right.
"Ok, I went on a freaking date!" I shouted with anger visible in my eyes. You could just see Sesshomaru's anger radiating around him yet his face was straight and emotionless. His eyes were lightly tinted red and I knew what was happening, he was giving into his demon side a little.
I took his face in my palms and kissed him lightly. He bit my lower lip and I gasped, he took advantage of that and deepened the kiss. His and my tongues danced for a while until I came up for air. He trailed kisses down to the top of my breast and he ripped my shirt and bra off. I started to cover up and he simply said "No," before he pushed my arms away.
He put his mouth to my breast and took my erect nipple in his mouth, he bit down a little and I moaned in pleasure. He quickly ran upstairs to his room with his demon speed. I unbuttoned his shirt and slid it off his arms. I traced his abs while he slid my pants down. I gasped when he ripped my panties off and started to play with my clit. I moaned louder as he added two fingers.
He added a third and pressed my g-spot I moaned loudly and let myself go. Sesshomaru took his fingers out of me.
I unzipped his pants and he pulled them off along with his boxers. I stared at his length and he smiled at my wide eyes. I took it in my hands and started to stroke it. He growled with pleasure and I was happy about my effect on him. Sesshomaru slowly aligned himself with my entrance and entered me.
When he finally reached my barrier he slowed down and fully went in me. I yelped in pain and tears ran down my cheek; he kissed my tears away. The pain started to go away and I nodded to signal it was okay for him to move. He carefully started to thrust into me. He was being as careful as he could. I knew he was trying to restrain himself from hurting me.
I moaned out in pleasure when he started to rub my clit softly. Sesshomaru was making me feel so good and I hated that he thought he would hurt me.
"Faster, please," I whimpered softly. I pulled him down for a kiss and he complied with my request. I suddenly remembered that this probably meant nothing. He probably didn't even realize that he was fucking me. I was just a human; he would never love a human.
I bit my lip so I wouldn't let any of my tears pour out and he kissed my neck softly. I really wanted to believe that he wanted to be with me and not just that he wanted sex.
He thrust into me harder and faster. I finally stopped over thinking it and gave in to my orgasm he pounded into me once more when he finally climaxed. I was panting and I pulled him down for a kiss. I nuzzled to his chest as I dozed off peacefully.
When I woke up Sesshomaru was staring at me with his big golden sexy eyes. I smiled slightly and said good morning as I got out of the bed with a sheet wrapped around me. I went to the bathroom for a shower and Sesshomaru followed. He kissed my neck and I pulled him into the shower with me.
"Do you have any regrets about yesterday?" I said hoping that he wouldn't regret that we had ever been together. He looked at me gently and put his arms around me. I kissed him gently while he pulled me closer to him.
"Of course not", he replied in a sexy voice. He started to wash me and when he got to my stomach stopped for a minute. I was wondering why. I looked at him with a puzzled face until I finally spoke.
"What's wrong?" I asked with worry in my voice.
"Nothing…" He replied and continued to wash me. I was a little scared about what happened. I just ignored the feeling and got out of the shower and wrapped a towel around me. I went to my room and changed into a dark blue short sleeved v neck shirt and jean shorts.
When I got downstairs I looked in the mirror and saw the mating mark on my neck! I went upstairs and put on a short sleeved orange turtleneck.
"Hi," I said when I went downstairs again. When I saw Sesshomaru she looked at my turtleneck and smirked at me. He walked next to me and pulled the turtleneck down and I slid it back up to cover the mark. He looked at me and took me upstairs and made me change my shirt.
"I am not changing clothes again!" I screamed at him when he took out another v neck shirt. I don't know why he wanted me to show the mark. I had school today.
"You will not cover up, I want it known that you are mine." He said. He was so possessive.
"Why?" I said with anger forming in my eyes. He looked at me with a serious face.
"Because I do not want you to be around all of those boys," He said. I stifled a laugh when I realized he was jealous. I smiled at his over protectiveness. "Fine I'll change, now leave!" I said emphasizing him leaving.
"Fine I will be waiting downstairs to take you to school," He said in a sexy voice. He was so ugh why did I have to like him so much!
Once I changed I went downstairs and Sesshomaru was waiting in his Lamborghini Gallardo. I never thought he actually drove the cars in his garage.
"Why are we driving in your Lamborghini?" I asked admiring the car I stroked the hood and sighed at the nice feeling of the paint. He just looked at me and gave me a little smile.
"No reason." He said giving me no hint why. We were probably taking it because it was my favorite car in the garage. He was definitely trying to butter me up for something. I decided to ignore my feeling.
"Ok then, Sesshy." I said glaring at him.
Once we reached school when I got out of the car everyone was staring at me. Sesshomaru pulled me back for a kiss and I waved goodbye to Sesshomaru and he left.
"Hey Rin!" I heard someone yell from behind me. I saw my best friend Kagome. I walked to her and she looked at me with huge eyes and tried to hide her laughter eyes. I realized where she was looking, my neck.
"What?" I asked with an annoyed voice. She was still staring at my neck. I rolled my eyes at her shocked face. She just stared at the mating mark.
"What the hell is that thing?" She said pointing to the bite mark on my neck. My face turned bright red at the question.
"Ummm what thing…." I said trying to avoid telling her about what happened between me and Sesshomaru. I looked a little guilty. Her eyes widened as she realized what happened. I walked past her and walked straight into Koga. He looked at me with angry, hurt eyes.
"What do you think you're doing mating with god knows who?" He said with the words basically hitting me in the gut.
"Hi Koga," I said with a mad groan. I looked at him and tried to punch him in the gut. He didn't even flinch. I cursed the gods for him being a demon. He just smirked at me and dragged me to the corner.
"What did you do yesterday when I dropped you off?" He said with a serious face. I sighed and decided I had to explain it anyways.
"Isn't it obvious?" I said with an embarrassed voice. I blushed and turned around, he grabbed my shoulder and turned me back to him.
"I thought you liked me." Koga said with hurt in his eyes. I felt kind of bad for him.
"I'm sorry, but I like Sesshomaru more," I said with a strong voice. He looked at me in shock. I just said who I mated. He looked at me with wide eyes and a disgusted face. I tried not to feel completely offended.
"You mated with Sesshomaru? He's your fucking guardian!" He shouted at me. I was getting late for class. I pushed him away and ran to my Biology class. I was just in time. Everyone was staring at me when I walked in.
"What?" I asked my friend Jakotsu. He looked at me like everyone else and his gaze shifted to my eyes.
"You have something on your neck…" He said blushing. His boyfriend Bankotsu who sat on the other side of me turned me toward him and pointed to my neck where the mark was. I turned red as a tomato.
"So I guess you aren't as innocent as I thought." Bankotsu said with a laugh. I hit his arm and he laughed even more.
"Shut up!" Touran said from behind us. I rolled my eyes at her. She just gave me a threatening glare. Touran was the biggest bitch in the entire school.
I sat at my desk with my head in my hands. I had gotten Rin pregnant and she didn't even know.
Her scent was mixed with mine this morning and I could sense the child in her womb. How could I have been this careless? She's only 18 years old, she isn't old enough to take care of a child.
I thought about it a little more and decided that it was best for me to tell Rin rather than let her find out herself. I poured myself a glass of vodka and chugged it down ignoring the burning feeling in my throat.
I looked at my side clock and decided it was about time for Rin to come home. I went outside into my car and went to her school. I went to the office and told them that Rin had a family emergency, I lied. When Rin came down with her stuff I put them in the backseat and sat her down in the passenger seat.
"What's wrong, they said it was an emergency!" She said in a panicked voice. She looked truly worried.
"Nothing is wrong, maattee." I purred calmly. She sighed out of relief and then she turned to me with angry eyes.
"Then why am I going home already!" she screamed as though she wanted to be in the school. Rin couldn't fool me, she complained about school frequently.
"I have to tell you something important," I said with a blank face. She raised an eyebrow
"What do you need to tell me that's so important?" She asked more calmly.
"I have a feeling that you're pregnant." I told her as gently as I could.
"What?" I asked in disbelief. How could I be pregnant and how would he know that so quickly.
"I know you heard me." He said with a calm voice. I hit him on the arm. I was so upset. I turned away from him and looked out the window. He started to drive home. When we reached home I got out of the door and ignored Sesshomaru. I went up to my room locked the door and sat on my bed.
How could this happen. Even if I was pregnant I was not going to quit school. I wasn't going to let being pregnant ruin my life. I opened my door and walked down to Sesshomaru's office. I walked to him and sat down on his table.
"Am I really pregnant?" I asked knowing that it was a pointless question. He nodded and looked up at me. My eyes started to tear up. He looked at me worried. He used his clawed hand to rub the tears away.
I just cuddled with him on his chair and let my tears fall. Sesshomaru just comforted me as much as he could and I started to fall asleep after a while. He carried me upstairs to his room and he kept me cocooned in his strong arms while I fell asleep in his bed.