"Screw you Sesshomaru!" I shrieked before grabbing a pillow off the bed and attacking him with it. He grabbed it with one clawed hand and one second later the feathers fell everywhere in the room.

"I hate you!" I threw another pillow at him and grabbed the lamp off the table before chucking it at him; he caught it before it could touch him. I walked out of the room without glancing back.

I went downstairs to the living room and Nyx was happily sleeping on the couch. I lifted her up and set her down on my lap while I stroked her hair.

If you're wondering what Sesshomaru did…well it's more about something he didn't do. Him, being the idiotic demon that he is, first denied me sex and then said no to me when I asked him to get me a chocolate cake from this amazing bakery close to here.

I'm pregnant, horny, and hungry for something sweet. That is NOT a good combination. At first I started crying and then I got angry about it. I finally snapped when he commented that I shouldn't eat the cake because it was going straight to my ass.

Well what he actually said was 'You're so big' when I crossed my arms over my belly, but I know what he meant! I pouted and remained seated on the couch with the little black kitten.

Sesshomaru came downstairs after a few minutes and I just continued pouting.

"Are you finally going to get me my cake?" I glared at Sesshomaru and he glared back.

"No, but I am leaving until you stop being so stubborn." Sesshomaru then proceeded to walk out the door and then he slammed it. The waterworks then also proceeded to start.

Why doesn't Sesshomaru understand that I'm a pregnant woman, with many sexual needs and obsessive cravings!

I sat on the couch and resisted the urge to find Sesshomaru. If he wanted to be alone, he could go be alone.


It had been six hours since Sesshomaru left home. SIX GODDAMN HOURS. I gave in and called him an hour ago and I left maybe fifteen messages for him, and I told him I would lock him out if he didn't come home in less than two hours. Fifty three minutes left until I locked the front door and garage.

I was currently lying down on the couch and watching the front door waiting for Sesshomaru to come home, I was kind of worried that he hadn't come back yet.

I heard the garage close and I sat up and Sesshomaru walked back into the house and completely ignored me while hanging up his jacket in the closet.

"Where have you been for the last six and a half hours?" I asked, gently stroking my belly. The babies were attacking me right now and I knew it was because Sesshomaru hadn't been around me and I was a bit angry.

"I was with my friends, people that I knew before I got you pregnant." I huffed and made a face. So now he apparently regretted getting me pregnant.

"Alright, fine, you could've just said you regret getting me pregnant." I slowly got off the couch, not on purpose…it just took a while to get up with my belly in the way. I started walking upstairs and Sesshomaru caught my arm and pulled me back.

"Are you trying to kill me?" I shrieked when I almost tripped down the stairs, I pulled myself away and sat down on the stairs.

"Why are you so infuriating? I didn't say I regretted getting you pregnant, why do you always have to put words into my mouth?" Sesshomaru asked pacing a bit before sighing and leaning against the wall next to me.

"Why didn't you come home for six hours?" I huffed and crossed my arms as best as I could. My boobs were in the way. Sesshomaru glanced down at my chest and I blushed.

"I needed a break." Sesshomaru kneeled down in front of me and I made a 'hmph' sound and turned my head. Sesshomaru rolled his eyes and kissed my cheek before rubbing my belly. The babies kicked his hand gently and I pouted.

"The babies may like you right now, but I don't." I said quietly. The babies continued to kick their daddy and he kissed me gently…he was probably just trying to get me horny so I would forgive him.

"Stop it; I'm not in the mood." Sesshomaru sighed and went to the garage and came back after a few minutes with a box in his hand, it was the recognizable box of the bakery that I was obsessed with…I guess he did get my cake. He walked back over to me with a piece of the cake and gave it to me.

"Thank you for the peace offering, but I'm still mad." I ate some of the cake and moaned. I still had my food sex noises while I was pregnant.

"I love…this cake." I was going to say 'I love you' but decided to just tease Sesshomaru and continue to pretend I was mad at him. At least there would be some sexy make-up sex later.

I finished my cake and Sesshomaru helped me up off the stairs so I could go put my plate in the sink. The kids were at still at Inutaisho and Izayoi's place, I went back to Sesshomaru and wrapped my arms around him.

"I'm sorry for overreacting." I said with a pout. Sesshomaru just hugged me and kissed my head. I felt so short right now; he was almost a foot taller than me.

"Just don't throw another lamp at me." I blushed and kept my arms wrapped around him. He lifted me up bridal style and went upstairs quickly before plopping me down on the bed and kissing me gently.

I pushed him away after a minute and sat up.

"I'm not in the mood anymore, I'm tired and the babies are kicking really hard, and I'm just really sore." Sesshomaru seemed a bit…sex deprived, but I didn't really want to have sex right now.

"Alright, if you're tired then you should sleep. I'll pick up the kids tomorrow morning." I nodded and kissed him gently.

"Where were you when you weren't a home?" I asked quietly. I was scared that he was just going to walk out on me if I ever got angry like that again.

"I was at a bar with some colleagues, nothing happened. One of them picked a fight with me about how I'd changed in the past few years, and how I wasn't cold and ruthless anymore." I frowned and lay down comfortably.

"I'm sorry for being mean." I was already starting to cry. Sesshomaru just let my cry for a little while and then he comforted me.

"I need to know that you're not going to get violent when you're angry. Is that the type of example you want to set for the kids?" Sesshomaru laid down with me and rubbed my belly gently.

"You're right, I won't get violent anymore…You have to promise not to run away when you're angry. I don't want the kids thinking you can just walk away whenever you want." I said turning to him and giving him a look. He nodded and continued stroking my belly.

"Sleep now," Sesshy kissed my forehead and I yawned and nodded. I got up and threw off my clothes before putting on one of Sesshomaru's shirts and his boxers before climbing into bed. Sesshomaru took off everything but his boxers before coming in next to me and putting his arms around my body. I quickly fell asleep while he gently rubbed the underside of my belly.

"I love you," I mumbled, lightly patting his face before snuggling up to him and finally drifting off to sleep.


I woke up with a scream and tears streaming down my cheeks. It was the same dream I had been having for the past few weeks. The nightmares about my parent's death were coming back and I had no idea why.

Sesshomaru was comforting me in his arms attempting to calm me down. My breathing was still quick and frightened but my cries had stopped.

"Tell me what happened." Sesshomaru didn't ask me, he demanded me to tell him. I took a few deep breaths before rubbing my tears away.

"The nightmares are back, except it's all about my parents." My voice was barely a whisper. The tears came flooding back as I remembered the dream.

"The last time you had nightmares about your parents was over ten years ago." Sesshomaru pressed his lips against my temple and he continued rubbing my back.

"This time the nightmare was mostly about the fact that my parents aren't going to be here when we get married. They never got to meet their grandchildren, I miss them so much." I buried my face into his neck and he tightened his arms around me.

"I know you miss them." I nodded and just breathed in the comforting scent of Sesshomaru.

"Who's going to walk me down the aisle?" I cried and wrapped my arms around Sesshomaru's neck.

"Inutaisho would love walking you down the aisle." Sesshomaru rested his head on my shoulder. I checked the clock and saw that it was still three o'clock in the morning.

"We should go back to sleep." I wiped away my tears again and we both lay back down on the bed. His arms continued to stay wrapped around me.

I couldn't fall asleep and I really didn't want to. I was scared that the nightmares would come back if I fell asleep. Sesshomaru was already fast asleep and he looked so cute and peaceful. I stroked the demon markings on his cheeks and his nose scrunched up…he's so adorable sometimes.

I ran my fingers through his soft silver hair…I can't believe I'm saying this, but I am jealous of Sesshomaru's hair. It's so soft and perfect and everything. Mine was dark brown and boring.

"Why aren't you asleep yet?" Sesshomaru asked suddenly opening his eyes while I played with his hair. I got scared and then started laughing really hard.

"I can't sleep; I don't want to have another nightmare." I said trying to hold back my giggles. I don't know why I felt like laughing so much…

"You need to sleep or you'll be overtired." Sesshomaru rubbed my belly and held me closer to his body. He kissed my neck and I moaned. Sesshy chuckled and kissed my forehead, continuing to rub my belly. I fell asleep after a few minutes.


When I woke up Sesshomaru wasn't in bed. He probably went to go pick up the kids. I went to the bathroom and changed into something comfortable. I checked the garage and none of the cars were gone. Knowing Sesshomaru he probably ran there since Izayoi had taken our big car to take the kids over to their house.

I yawned and sat down on the couch before lying down and dozing off again. I woke up when I heard the front door open and the kids all ran inside. Sesshomaru closed the door and gave Asa to me, he looked like he had been crying.

"What happened baby boy?" He was holding onto me pretty tight.

"I miss you mommy," I kissed his forehead and rubbed his back gently.

"He started crying when he woke up and realized you weren't there." Taro said patting Asa's head before going upstairs with the rest of his siblings.

"I'm sorry I wasn't there, baby." Asa stopped crying and I got up off the couch and went upstairs to the nursery. Sesshomaru tried to take Asa back but he refused to leave my arms. I checked to see if he needed his diaper changed and he didn't. I put his clothes from yesterday in the hamper before lifting him up and bouncing him in my arms.

"Is okay," Asa kissed my cheek and rested his head on my shoulder before I went back downstairs.

I went to the couch and sat down. Asa was already falling asleep so I put him in the swing. I was starting to feel a bit tired. I sat down on the couch and leaned back to get comfortable.

I felt really hot and I wanted to go back to sleep. After about what seemed like five minutes I suddenly started to feel nauseous and quickly got up before going to the bathroom and throwing up. Ugh, it's like morning sickness all over again.

Sesshomaru walked into the bathroom while I was sitting and leaning against the bathtub. I got up and washed my mouth before I could say anything there was a thermometer shoved in my mouth. I made a face and Sesshomaru just chuckled.

"You have a fever of 39C." Sesshomaru rubbed my belly gently. He lifted me up and took me to the bedroom and went downstairs. Sesshomaru came back upstairs after a few minutes and tossed a water bottle to me.

"I called Dai and he said to just keep you hydrated and to get your fever down. I set up a doctor's appointment for you tomorrow." I nodded and Sesshomaru gave me some Tylenol with my water.

I was starting to feel sick again and I took another mad dash to the bathroom to throw up. Sesshy held my hair back and rubbed my back gently while I puked. Ugh, I hate this.

"I feel like crap, how the fuck did I get sick in like three seconds." It was probably because I ate something bad…I haven't eaten today though…I really did not want to be sick right now.

The babies were kicking like crazy. I went downstairs after a few minutes, being upstairs was boring. Sesshomaru made me stay on the couch while he got me something to eat.

I rubbed my belly and the babies kicked harder than before. It was actually starting to hurt quite a bit. Sesshomaru walked into the room and gave me my soup and sat down next to me.

"The babies are attacking me," I mumbled in between sips of soup. Sesshomaru chuckled and the kids all ran downstairs and sat down on the floor before turning the TV on. I wonder what their hurry to watch TV was…

Sesshomaru rubbed my belly and the babies stopped kicking so hard, they kicked his hand gently. I giggled when I felt them start to wiggle around. One of them pressed against my bladder and I waddled to the bathroom to pee.

When I came back to the living room Asa was in Sesshomaru's arms and he was giggling and bouncing up and down and saying random things.

"I want mama." Asa said loudly to everyone in the room. I chuckled and lifted him up with a little grunt, Sesshomaru gave me a disapproving look and I rolled my eyes before sitting down.

Sesshomaru shoved a bottle of water at me and I rolled my eyes again before taking a sip. I wasn't feeling too sick right now; my stomach was slightly churning though.

Three seconds later I was giving Asa back to Sesshomaru and quickly waddling to the bathroom to throw up. Guess I spoke to soon…I walked back to the living room and all the kids were just looking at me.

"Mommy, what's wrong?" Akina asked cocking her head to the side…she looked like a puppy at that moment; her ears started twitching on the top of her head too.

"I'm just feeling a little bit bad." I said with a shrug before sitting down. All of the kids got up and smothered me with a hug.

"What was that for?" I chuckled when all of them plopped down with me on the couch. It was nice to have them all together so we could have a little cuddle time.

"I thought that if you were feeling bad you should get a lot of hugs, because they always make me feel better." Akina said wrapping her arms around me, I started laughing when she couldn't even get them halfway around me because of my big belly.

"Thank you, that did make me feel better." I kissed her forehead and smiled at all of them. Sesshomaru put Asa in my lap and I kissed his cheeks.

"Mama, you're weird." Asa giggled and gave me a cute little kiss on my cheek before getting up and running out of the room. Sesshomaru went to go make sure he didn't hurt himself.

"Momma, I wanna go somewhere for our birthday." Kin said after Sesshomaru was gone.

"Where do you wanna go, Kin?" I asked while the kids all looked at me. Kin took a minute to think and Sesshomaru came back with Asa running in front of him.

"I don't know." Kin shrugged.

"I think it's time for a little nap, what do you think?" All the kids ran upstairs…they still really liked nap time. Sesshomaru helped me up and I lifted up Asa and took him upstairs and went to the nursery. I put his pajamas on and put him in his crib. Sesshomaru and I were going to get a big boy bed for him for his first birthday.

Once Asa was comfortable I checked on the kids and made sure all of them were tucked in and comfy before going back to the bedroom with Sesshomaru. I lay down on the bed after changing into one of Sesshomaru's big shirts and he stripped down to his boxers before getting into bed with me. I kissed him roughly and Sesshomaru pushed me away and wrapped his arms around me before kissing my forehead and rubbing my belly gently. I yawned and closed my eyes before slowly falling asleep.


When I woke up Sesshomaru wasn't in bed with me and I felt very warm and sick. I had to throw up five minutes after waking up. I got out of the bathroom and changed clothes before going downstairs. I didn't even feel like eating breakfast right now. Wow…I slept through dinner yesterday.

I checked the time once I was downstairs and saw that it was already noon…I've never slept for more than thirteen hours before…I must have been really exhausted. Maybe I slept a lot because I'm sick?

I plopped down on the couch where Sesshomaru was sitting with Asa on his lap with his cell phone in his hand. Asa climbed over into my lap. The rest of the kids were eating lunch in the kitchen.

"Hi, Inukimi." Sesshomaru greeted…well it wasn't a very warm greeting for your own mother. I giggled when I easily heard the response she gave him.

"Can't you call me mother?!" Inukimi was so funny sometimes. Sesshomaru just ignored that sentence and continued to speak. I tuned him out and snuggled Asa. Nyx jumped up onto the couch and into Asa's lap. She seemed to like Asa the most.

"Alright, Inukimi is going to watch the kids so I can take you to the doctor." I nodded and got off the couch and stretched a bit. I was already feeling better. Maybe it's just a stomach bug; I hope it isn't anything serious. I left Asa on the couch with Nyx and went to the bathroom.

By the time I came back to the living room Asa was already in Inukimi's arms and she was playing with him while the kids sat down on the floor and did random things.

The girls were watching a TV show and the boys were running around, like usual. I put Nyx down on the couch next to Asa and he giggled and reached out for the black cat.

Sesshomaru rushed me out of the house to the car, he already called Dr. Oshiro. Sesshy was so paranoid sometimes, this was probably something simple.

He started driving and I felt sick again, he didn't even get out of the driveway before I opened the door and threw up again…Eww. I rested my head on my hands and Sesshomaru rubbed my back. I pushed him away and closed the car door.

"Just go before I throw up again." I made a face and found gum in the glove compartment; at least I don't have the taste of puke in my mouth anymore.

Sesshomaru drove really slowly so I smacked him and told him I wasn't carsick. Man, he gets really worried about everything.

I was starting to feel a bit sleepy. I got comfortable and closed my eyes for a few seconds.

Sesshomaru shook me gently when we got to the doctor's office. I got up and got out of the car…only to throw up once again, at least this time it wasn't on the concrete. There was a conveniently placed trash bin.

I hate throwing up. Sesshomaru and I went inside and we were taken in quickly. A nurse shoved a thermometer into my mouth and then took my weight before showing me to an examination room. I glared at her, she was totally checking out Sesshomaru's ass.

Two seconds later I was throwing up in the trash can in the examination room while Sesshomaru rubbed my back. Dai walked into the room while I was washing my mouth.

"Alright, so you've been throwing up a lot and you have a fever. You've also lost six pounds since the last time you were here, which is not good." How the hell did I lose weight, I've been eating so much.

Dr. Oshiro did a throat swab to do the tests for the flu and stomach flu. Ugh, I do NOT want to be sick right now.

Two Days Later

Well I have the stomach flu, and Dr. Oshiro said I shouldn't eat anything that's rough on my stomach. I haven't been able to keep anything down anyways.

The kids were at Inutaisho and Izayoi's house right now and Sesshomaru and I were planning on moving there again until these babies are born.

I rubbed my belly and yawned, I hadn't gotten out of bed the whole day and I didn't feel like getting up anyways.

"You need to get up and pack." Sesshomaru said leaning against the doorframe.

"No." I pouted and covered my head with the bed sheets. I was already starting to feel sick again. Sesshomaru threw the sheets off me and pulled me out of bed. I made a face and yawned before changing my clothes and folding and shoving clothes into a big suitcase.

"I'm done now. Can you make me some ramen?" I plopped down on the bed and Sesshomaru chuckled and left the room. I was planning on going shopping with Jakotsu and Kagome today; I needed some best friend time.

The babies started kicking and I giggled and rubbed my belly, Sesshomaru walked into the bedroom and gave me my ramen. I kissed him gently and he pulled away with a chuckle.

I started eating my ramen and finished it within like three seconds. No one really knew this but Sesshomaru absolutely loved ramen, which is something he would never admit, especially since it gave him something in common with Inuyasha. Sesshy had a huge secret stash of instant ramen in the kitchen.

I went downstairs after I was done eating and I brushed my hair and stuff. Jakotsu was going to pick me up in ten minutes. I sat down on the couch and Nyx jumped up into my lap and started purring and resting her head on my belly, the babies kicked her head and she jumped up and just stared at me for a second before sitting back down.

I heard a honk from outside and I gave Sesshomaru a goodbye kiss before leaving. When I sat down in the car Kagome and Jakotsu were just staring at my belly…I guess I've gotten bigger since the last time I saw them.

"You're still small compared to your first pregnancy." Jakotsu said reassuringly when he saw the look on my face; he patted my big belly before starting to drive. I was already starting to feel like throwing up, I probably should have stayed at home, but being at home was so boring.

Sesshomaru needed some alone time to finish some work stuff anyways. I rubbed my belly and took my phone out of my pocket. I had an email from Izayoi, it was a bunch of pictures of the kids eating cupcakes, it was adorable and they all had frosting all over their faces. Asa was shoving a cupcake in his face in one picture; I was definitely getting these printed out to put in the hallway.

We got to the mall pretty fast and went to a maternity shop first. Jakotsu pushed me down into a chair while he and Kagome went around the store and got a bunch of clothes for me to try on. The first thing I tried on was a strapless sundress. When I put it on my boobs looked huge and I felt so big. I looked good in it though.

I remember when I went in labor last time and came downstairs super wet only wearing a sundress. Sesshomaru spent like five minutes staring at my breasts. Sesshomaru has always been a boob man.

I walked out of the dressing room and Kagome took a picture of me…she always loved doing this and then sending the pictures to Sesshomaru to see what he would say. I went back into the dressing room and changed into the next outfit was a pair of jeans and a pretty shirt.

"Sesshomaru said that he would never let you wear the dress in public." I snorted…oh Sesshomaru, such a possessive mate. I made Sesshomaru promise not to get me pregnant for at least a year after these babies were born.

Kagome, Izayoi, Inukimi and I had already started planning the wedding months ago so after these babies were born we were going to have the wedding. I was hoping we could have the wedding in April. Asa's birthday was in seven weeks and I was due in about eight weeks so I was hoping the babies would be here before April 14th, it was currently the first week of February.

Jakotsu shoved me back into the dressing room and I changed into another dress, this one was very tight fitting dress. You could even see the little feet lumps as the babies kicked, it was absolutely adorable.

I stroked my belly and the babies started to kick my hand. Kagome patted my belly after taking a picture of me. I went back into the dressing room and my phone rang. Oh lord, was Sesshomaru going to come fuck me in the dressing room, because that would be sexy as hell.

"Hello?" I answered the phone quietly so Kagome and Jakotsu wouldn't hear.

"If Kagome sends me one more picture of you in a dress I am going to find you and kidnap you." I giggled and the babies started kicking again.

"I don't have any disagreements with that, we haven't had sex in like four days." It was funny how much I craved sex while I was pregnant, I'm sure Sesshomaru was going to come kidnap me soon.

He disconnected and I giggled…I hope he does come kidnap me. I changed out of the dress and we bought the stuff that I tried on before leaving the shop. I didn't really need baby clothes for the first few months since the four of these pups would be little puppies. Inutaisho had a few more of those necklaces made so the babies would be able to shift to their human form without any effort.

We went to a few more stores and I didn't really pay attention because I was starting to feel really sick. I went to the bathroom four times because I needed to throw up. Jakotsu took me home sooner than I wanted. I went inside the house and closed the front door before tossing my bags to the side and plopping down on the couch.

The waterworks started for no reason whatsoever and a few seconds later I was sobbing on the couch. I definitely caught Sesshomaru off guard when he walked into the living room with his laptop. He put it down on the coffee table and sat down next to me before pulling me into his lap.

"What's wrong?" Sesshomaru asked once I stopped sobbing.

"I wanted to keep shopping, but then I felt sick. Why do I want to keep shopping? I hate shopping!" I buried my face into Sesshomaru's neck and pouted for a while.

"Do you want me to get you some ice cream?" My bad mood was instantly lifted and I smiled and kissed him gently.

"Cookie dough please," I giggled when Sesshomaru chuckled and patted my belly. I was actually feeling nice, for the first time in the last few days I was actually craving a food item…well ice cream isn't really a food.

Sesshomaru came back with my ice cream quickly and I devoured it slowly. We were planning to move in with Izayoi and Inutaisho tonight since I was starting to miss the kids. They had been away from me for almost twenty-four hours!

"Can we go now?" I mumbled through a mouthful of ice cream and Sesshomaru nodded. I attempted to get off the couch and I pouted at Sesshomaru and he helped me up so I could go wash my bowl while he put the bags in the car.

I put the clothes I bought today in my bag…Sesshomaru really seemed to like them. It would have been fun if he really did come and kidnap me from the mall and have his way with me.

"Sesshy, the next time I go shopping, please kidnap me and have sex with me." I said while getting into the passenger seat of the car. Nyx was in the backseat in a pet carrier and I could hear her slightly purring while she slept.

Sesshomaru tossed a blanket to me and I giggled. He really knew me well enough to know I was going to sleep on our way there. I yawned and covered myself with the blanket before closing my eyes. I can't wait to see my babies!

Yeah I know, sucky ending. I kind of feel like it moved a bit fast at the end of the chapter but I really wanted to end it there. I know that I haven't updated since January and I'm extremely sorry for that. I haven't had any time and honestly I wasn't so interested in writing for a while. I'm hoping that I'll get my writing 'mojo' back and be a better author and make you guys happier with more updates! I don't have any excuses for not updating for such a long time, but I do want to tell all of you that I have had a few really bad friendships in the past few months and honestly I've pondered some really messed up things for a while, and it's definitely impacted my writing quite a bit. I'm hoping that with the summer I can feel a bit better about myself. Anyways, I would love to get some input for this chapter and I'm glad to say I'm at 87 reviews…maybe I'll update a bit quicker if I get that to 100 with this chapter? 13 reviews for one chapter should be so hard to achieve :) But really, I will try really hard to start being more interested in my writing. Till next time!