Forgot to mention that the last one was to "Fearless," by Taylor Swift. And this is to the song "Smile," by... Lily Allen, I think. Correct me if I'm wrong.


Kim left me. And I couldn't be happier. No, really! I'm great!

See, when she first left, I was devastated. I didn't know what to do. I was stuck. But then I found out that she's been in several disappointing relationships after me. I hear they keep cheating on her and crap. All I could do was laugh.

Had she stayed with me, I never would've done that to her. She broke up with me because I was "too nice" and she needed a bad boy. Well, if killing vamps isn't bad enough, I don't know what is. Nevertheless, she left, and now, she's miserable.

I had the pleasure of witnessing one of her breakups at the mall the other day. The guy she was with was making out with some tall blonde while Kim was trying on shoes. Kim walked out of the store and caught them. Her guy yelled at her, and you could clearly hear him say, "At least she goes down on me!" He put his arm around the blonde and together they walked past a crying Kim and into Victoria's Secret. I happened to be in the food court with Sam, Leah and Seth, which was right across from the shoe store. The first thing I could think of to do when I saw Kim, tears streaming down her face, was laugh.

I know that sounds awful. Who laughs at someone in pain, right? But when that same person has caused you pain, you can't help but laugh at their failure.

Do I feel bad about laughing at her? Nah. Will I ever? Maybe. But for now, whenever I see her cry, I'll just smile.


I haven't go anymore yet, but I'm gonna be working on my fics a lot today, so I should have more soon. :) Much love!