Just a random Death fic Light-centric drabble. Enjoy, and review! I don't own Death Note.

It wasn't supposed to end like this. I was supposed to win. Kira was supposed to win.

Kira is justice.

Kira is God.

So why did I fail? Why was Near able to take me down so easily? I didn't understand. Why did Matsuda shoot me? he was supposed to understand! He was supposed to be the gullible one. The one that would be on my side in the end.

Where did it go wrong?

Pain pulses through me. Damn you, Ryuuk…

In front of me, somehow, I see the figure of L standing before me, perhaps as his own way of saying I told you so.

So L won after all.

Damn you, L.

Damn you…