YAIO WARNING IF YOU DO NOT LIKE BOY WITH BOY DO NOT READ AND DO NOT BLAME ME IF YOU READ AND ARE LIKE
"I'M SO OFFENDED."
YEAH GO MAKE ME DINNER =3
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Of course I didn't kill myself
That would have been a wonderful way to go
At least I could of left with some honor
But I couldn't
I felt so scared
I felt like I had a reason to live
But I don't
What honor do I hold now?
Now I have the curse of having to remember the brown pants
The droplets of blood
And the eyes of a murdered lamb
April 11 7:05 PM
Oh guess what?
Baba caught me with the pill
Yes he did and he finally hit me
It felt almost soothing
Like a sweet gateway to penance
But good old reliable Hassan, stopped him and pleaded
"Don't hit him agha, he must feel horrible already for him to try such a thing."
Baba let go and he murmured to me
"Boy you fix whatever you have broken."
Hah if he kept hitting me than I would have been "fixed"
Hassan than looked at me and all to knowingly said
"Agha it's not your fault for what happened to me."
I than blew up
"Stupid I hate you, you forgive everything I do you you are to good for me, please Hassan just hit me or something so the guilt within my heart does not claim me."
Hassan than did something
He kissed me
Weird, I actually felt happy, a bit of sorrow left my heart
He however was embarrassed
"Agha I'm sorry I just thought if I …"
I shushed him and replied
"Call me Amir, and kiss me again."
That night my guilt fluttered to the door and that night I created a sin
A sin I would surly die for if ever found out
That night shall remain with Hassan and me
Maybe with god, that baba doesn't believe in